Mexico?
So I am gunna talk 'bout my day yesterday, because while its kind of sad i guess, its hilarious to me even though it kind of makes me a crappy person, or at least a crappy girl friend. Lulz.
So yesterday we discovered that we have a huge lack of nutrition in our home, which is lame, actually we realized it many many days before then, but we figured food stamp renewal day was on the first, so we were all thrilled to go shopping, but as it turns out they dont come through until the 8th, or something like that. LAME. So not only have most of the people in the house been going hungry or just eating the baren scraps we do have, but we have to do it for another 4 or 6 days. Depending on when the food stamps show up again. So I have already been upset recently, I have been at work all morning and I am cranky as hell, and feeling pretty down. I even got into a little spat with Wes, which made things worse. But i called up my dad's house to see what was up, say hi, because i could and he asked why i didnt come and see him that day. The conversation there after turned into " I didnt know i was supposed to?" " Well can you come up now, we are having dinner and ice cream cake." My father of all people, but it was awesome, holi and i went up t here, after i swindled holi into coming with me, and by swindle i mean i pouted at her because i didnt want to go by myself. THANK YOU HOLI.
So we go up there, and Kimi can generally tell when something is wrong so she asks whats up and i just lie and say nothing, so i hope she isnt worried. I am still pretty upset for multiple reasons, all of which are generally pretty oafish and silly, or are completely based around that whole, i am stressed out of my mind factor. So we eat, watch a movie, hang out with Chris and Krissie, Dusty and his wife and baby, Alicia ( who is pregnant and her asshole boy friend left her and is treating her like dirt), and dad and kimi, oh and Grnadma ann, Pop failed to mention he had a damned party over. Though when i brought it up he said it was no such thing, just friends over for a bbq. In my mind thats what a party is though, friends over for eats and fun, and i am not too fond of being around so many people who care so much at once, it overwealms me because they all ask me twelve million questions about my life. " How are you holi? how's your boyfriend Sasha? Are you going back to school? Hows the car running?" All that Jazz. So the night dwindles down and people are leaving one by one or in pairs. Until its just Holi, Kimi, me and the old man. Mine pa pa.
This where shit gets weird to me. He was telling holi and I about a cruise to Mexico they are planning on taking next January with the family, Alright cool, I mean i would like to go but i figure its just for the people who can afford it and i dont wanna go without holi or someone anyway, since being around my family by myself makes me feel very alone. Then her comes the curve ball, "Of course we expect you and holi to come and we will pay your deposits for you so all you have to worry about is about half the cost, and the cost includes your meals and beverages and activities on the boat." Wait wat? I have to let them know by the end of the week. I know it would be fun but still, Holi and i have to discuss it with the rest of the house.
We leave, and we come home, I am still kind of upset, by this time my body has tried breaking down into tears like four times, and i couldnt figure out why. So when we get home i come to my computer, i kind of talk things out with wes, and let him know why i was upset and he lets me know why he was upset. And all the while I am bitching and ranting at bryce about this that and the other thing, because he offered. XP I am not sure why he is being so nice towards me again. But I end up crawling in bed pretty early since i am cranky pants even though we talked things out and i sob as quietly as i can for about 40 minutes hoping it will make me feel better in some weird way. Wes mauls me and tries to cheer me up a few times. But eventually after i have perked up a bit i fall asleep. Well I guess after i passed out wes got naked and crawled into bed with me and tried to cuddle me and give me some lovins, and i guess i just pushed him away and rolled over and fell asleep. I dont remember this, but god i feel like a dirt bag XP
Anyway, thats the Summary of yesterday.
NO ONE IS HIRING IN TOWN AND ITS MAKING ME SO MAD. Cuz i needs the moneys to save up and to fix my damned car( now that the registration is done the brakes are going, and quickly FUCK)
And on Special not to JAKI. When you read this i want you to know that my cell phone has been broken, so if you have been trying to contact me i havent been getting the messages since my stupid phone wont work. I AM SORRY. AND I AM NOT AVOIDING YOU.
So yesterday we discovered that we have a huge lack of nutrition in our home, which is lame, actually we realized it many many days before then, but we figured food stamp renewal day was on the first, so we were all thrilled to go shopping, but as it turns out they dont come through until the 8th, or something like that. LAME. So not only have most of the people in the house been going hungry or just eating the baren scraps we do have, but we have to do it for another 4 or 6 days. Depending on when the food stamps show up again. So I have already been upset recently, I have been at work all morning and I am cranky as hell, and feeling pretty down. I even got into a little spat with Wes, which made things worse. But i called up my dad's house to see what was up, say hi, because i could and he asked why i didnt come and see him that day. The conversation there after turned into " I didnt know i was supposed to?" " Well can you come up now, we are having dinner and ice cream cake." My father of all people, but it was awesome, holi and i went up t here, after i swindled holi into coming with me, and by swindle i mean i pouted at her because i didnt want to go by myself. THANK YOU HOLI.
So we go up there, and Kimi can generally tell when something is wrong so she asks whats up and i just lie and say nothing, so i hope she isnt worried. I am still pretty upset for multiple reasons, all of which are generally pretty oafish and silly, or are completely based around that whole, i am stressed out of my mind factor. So we eat, watch a movie, hang out with Chris and Krissie, Dusty and his wife and baby, Alicia ( who is pregnant and her asshole boy friend left her and is treating her like dirt), and dad and kimi, oh and Grnadma ann, Pop failed to mention he had a damned party over. Though when i brought it up he said it was no such thing, just friends over for a bbq. In my mind thats what a party is though, friends over for eats and fun, and i am not too fond of being around so many people who care so much at once, it overwealms me because they all ask me twelve million questions about my life. " How are you holi? how's your boyfriend Sasha? Are you going back to school? Hows the car running?" All that Jazz. So the night dwindles down and people are leaving one by one or in pairs. Until its just Holi, Kimi, me and the old man. Mine pa pa.
This where shit gets weird to me. He was telling holi and I about a cruise to Mexico they are planning on taking next January with the family, Alright cool, I mean i would like to go but i figure its just for the people who can afford it and i dont wanna go without holi or someone anyway, since being around my family by myself makes me feel very alone. Then her comes the curve ball, "Of course we expect you and holi to come and we will pay your deposits for you so all you have to worry about is about half the cost, and the cost includes your meals and beverages and activities on the boat." Wait wat? I have to let them know by the end of the week. I know it would be fun but still, Holi and i have to discuss it with the rest of the house.
We leave, and we come home, I am still kind of upset, by this time my body has tried breaking down into tears like four times, and i couldnt figure out why. So when we get home i come to my computer, i kind of talk things out with wes, and let him know why i was upset and he lets me know why he was upset. And all the while I am bitching and ranting at bryce about this that and the other thing, because he offered. XP I am not sure why he is being so nice towards me again. But I end up crawling in bed pretty early since i am cranky pants even though we talked things out and i sob as quietly as i can for about 40 minutes hoping it will make me feel better in some weird way. Wes mauls me and tries to cheer me up a few times. But eventually after i have perked up a bit i fall asleep. Well I guess after i passed out wes got naked and crawled into bed with me and tried to cuddle me and give me some lovins, and i guess i just pushed him away and rolled over and fell asleep. I dont remember this, but god i feel like a dirt bag XP
Anyway, thats the Summary of yesterday.
NO ONE IS HIRING IN TOWN AND ITS MAKING ME SO MAD. Cuz i needs the moneys to save up and to fix my damned car( now that the registration is done the brakes are going, and quickly FUCK)
And on Special not to JAKI. When you read this i want you to know that my cell phone has been broken, so if you have been trying to contact me i havent been getting the messages since my stupid phone wont work. I AM SORRY. AND I AM NOT AVOIDING YOU.