I have an AkaKame fan's mentality, in which I mean I have come to accept that people grow up and change. In the past, I even argued with people who kept lamenting on why Kame and Jin were not the Kame and Jin in the old AkaKame of the distant memory that people were so fond of and refused to let go.
No one acts or feels exactly as they did last year. And the us now will be different again compare to next year. It's true that we never stop learning and be changed by all the forces in our environments.
And then the TVXQ/Tohoshinki/DBSK disputes happen too.... Not many thing can shake me up now. Or maybe my emotion is just not invested in fandoms much anymore. If Kame suddenly decides to retire right now, I'll be sad sure but I'll not going into depression and denial about it. PLLLLEASE KAME NEVER RETIRES. If you want, at least go solo or do some kind of TV show so at least I can still gaze upon you.
I do have a lot of random lives stories I want to get out, especially now that I'm back to school full time. But I feel bad if I bore you with them since I don't read your lives' stories. I'm a very selfish and self-centred person. When I don't feel positive, my attention span can't fous on other people's life problems too. My head is in a cocoon 20hr/5 days a week.
Fandom and fnagirling seems so distant now. I've been very focused in making sure I survive that boybands breaking up seems so trivial. But I won't lie, I still get teary-eyed whenever I hear Precious One. Fuck you, Jin. #willnevergetoverit #bitterfanisbitter
Nice to know you are back at school. Hopefully you'll be done with that soon enough. I on the otherhands hopes to have a better sched next year so I can get my MA. How's your mom and her fiancee? Your dog and brother?
You never bore me with your life. It's just I'm the type of person who never know what to say if it doesn't relate to something I know or I was there too. Back in highschool, my classmate who I (a very untalkative person that I was) actually talked to in class cried on the school stair and I just felt lost of what I could do so I did nothing. I just sorted of mumbling "how are you" and patted her on the shoulder light and left. How terrible was that.
This is my last year of school. I was going to add one more year but now that I don't even want to work in an office job, study even more courses seem futile and wasteful. I already talked with my mom. LOL I always talked with my Mom regarding any big school or job decision. She will always be the big Matriarch of my fammily.
My Mom and her fiance are still together. In my family, if you are a fiance/fiancee, we pretty much see you or resign(LOL) to the fact that you are a part of the family already. Official paper or not.
I haven't been reading your posts so I have no idea about your job situation. It's still bad? I thought you switcheh or wanted to switch to a smaller company.
No one acts or feels exactly as they did last year. And the us now will be different again compare to next year. It's true that we never stop learning and be changed by all the forces in our environments.
And then the TVXQ/Tohoshinki/DBSK disputes happen too.... Not many thing can shake me up now. Or maybe my emotion is just not invested in fandoms much anymore. If Kame suddenly decides to retire right now, I'll be sad sure but I'll not going into depression and denial about it. PLLLLEASE KAME NEVER RETIRES. If you want, at least go solo or do some kind of TV show so at least I can still gaze upon you.
I do have a lot of random lives stories I want to get out, especially now that I'm back to school full time. But I feel bad if I bore you with them since I don't read your lives' stories. I'm a very selfish and self-centred person. When I don't feel positive, my attention span can't fous on other people's life problems too. My head is in a cocoon 20hr/5 days a week.
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Nice to know you are back at school. Hopefully you'll be done with that soon enough. I on the otherhands hopes to have a better sched next year so I can get my MA. How's your mom and her fiancee? Your dog and brother?
I'll bore you with my life. So no worries. :)
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This is my last year of school. I was going to add one more year but now that I don't even want to work in an office job, study even more courses seem futile and wasteful. I already talked with my mom. LOL I always talked with my Mom regarding any big school or job decision. She will always be the big Matriarch of my fammily.
My Mom and her fiance are still together. In my family, if you are a fiance/fiancee, we pretty much see you or resign(LOL) to the fact that you are a part of the family already. Official paper or not.
I haven't been reading your posts so I have no idea about your job situation. It's still bad? I thought you switcheh or wanted to switch to a smaller company.
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