Hello world:
When I was a kid in Vietnam, I saw International Women Day as Mother day(We did not have Women day there), a few times I would do something for my Mother during that day. There wasn't much I could do except maybe clean the house or show her my A assignment and only my A assignment :P
Half a month ago, I studied very seriously every almost everyday. My working brain made me hungry every 2 hours. I ate 6-7 times a day. When I stop getting hungry every 2 hours, it's a sure sign I'm not studying again. I need an invisible boot to kick my butt to push me to study again. Well not really since I'm a scaredy cat. It's 3AM right now. Instead of wasting time, I really should either go to sleep again or start studying.
The Hetalia world is sucking most of my attention right now. It's a welcoming absorption since I'm distancing myself from the K-T's fandom. I can't help but come in contact with both the positive and negative part of being in a fandom communities. I can't stay neutral when I read people's posts. I learn that from being in TVXQ's fandom. For my own mental health, I only visit any TVXQ's forums once awhile to glance at the updates. I realize last week I repeat the same mistake again with KAT-TUN's fandom. The negativity is killing my already-stress-from-school brain. If people don't already know from my previous posts. I'm a pessimistic person who prefers reading positive news to feel positive. I want to feel happy da (and yes I copy Russian's da). Since a few days ago, I have stop watching any K-T's fanfic comms. I already anguish over the chance of missing out epic fics since I love to read. I would have stop watching K-T main comm too but right now that comm is my only source of K-T's updates. I stop watching that comm too now. I just remember there's still
jone_records which is more of a K-T archive. I'm still a member of these comms but their updates won't show up on my friend pages.
It's a source of entertainment for me to read people's updates and posts even if I don't talk at all. Thanks to the Hetalia friends I recently added, I have a lot of people's updates to read everyday. This may hopefully keep me from looking for even more mangas or K-T's fics to read. NEEED TO CUT DOWN THE AMOUNT OF TIME I SPEND SEARCHING FOR ANY RANDOM FICS to read because I have a need to read. Try to convince myself to study again If I'm successful I should have more time to read friends' updates. I'm sure there are updates I miss. My friend page was always so crowded with ll the different comms and LJ's updates.
Oh and Happy Birthday to me :) Hopefully by this time next year, I'll finally preparing to graduate after being in school for I just realize by the time I graduate I'll be near my 30. Holy shoot. Sometimes I forget my age since I look like a teenager.
Give me a hug :) And no he's not kissing anone, is he? That's one of the fandom greatest unsolved mystery.