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Hi. How are you? I've been somewhat MIA for a while because of summer being crazy and wonderful, and now school has started up and that's crazy, but not so wonderful.
I still wonder where this anxiety comes from when school is involved. I know I complain about it a lot and if it's starting to irritate me, I'm sure it's starting to irritate everyone else. So, I'll try not to complain so much. Lets leave it at that.
As for relationships... none. I'm putting that on the side. Been messed with too much, and I've been too stupid in the past. And anyway, I don't think there is anyone who could put up with me as it is! If something happens, great. If not... well, there are other things to worry about.
Sucks that a lot of my really close friends are gone in the sense that they are not in the same state or country. I'm way too shy without them. Weekends are so boring even though we didn't really do anything that exciting. Kind of pissed at myself for relying so much on other people in the past... I miss them.
I just want to go out and have fun and talk to people, but I have nothing interesting to talk about. The people who've understood my sense of humor aren't around as much. It all feels so icky and awkward! Honestly, I'm just nitpicking. My life is good.
I still wonder where this anxiety comes from when school is involved. I know I complain about it a lot and if it's starting to irritate me, I'm sure it's starting to irritate everyone else. So, I'll try not to complain so much. Lets leave it at that.
As for relationships... none. I'm putting that on the side. Been messed with too much, and I've been too stupid in the past. And anyway, I don't think there is anyone who could put up with me as it is! If something happens, great. If not... well, there are other things to worry about.
Sucks that a lot of my really close friends are gone in the sense that they are not in the same state or country. I'm way too shy without them. Weekends are so boring even though we didn't really do anything that exciting. Kind of pissed at myself for relying so much on other people in the past... I miss them.
I just want to go out and have fun and talk to people, but I have nothing interesting to talk about. The people who've understood my sense of humor aren't around as much. It all feels so icky and awkward! Honestly, I'm just nitpicking. My life is good.