Sweet heart, bitter heart, now I can't tell you apart.
I can't seem to find any inspiration today. My brain has ceased to function. I'm trying to write another chapter for my fanfiction, but it just won't come to me. I'm sitting here, trying to find my inspiration. And thus, I am still sitting here. Unproductive as ever.
My brain seems to realize that it's a three-day weekend because it sure as fuck went on vacation! All I've done today is sit on my ass and watch television. I meant to get to the library and take out a book, but I never made it over and the library in this town is closed on Sundays I think. So, thus, I go without a book to read until Monday at least.
I feel stagnant and unproductive today. And yet, despite my efforts to do at least SOMETHING of consequence, I can't manage it!
School has been going well for me. As a departure, I haven't been such an attention whore. I've made a friend or two, but none serious enough to exchange phone numbers or anything. I don't know, it's a little bit strange. I'm normally more concerned with making friends than I am with school work. I can't tell if this is more maturity or if it's something else like shyness. It's sort of scary to think of myself as the responsible party...
Anyways, I'm going to focus my VERY limited attention span elsewhere now before I start ranting about something stupid like Jello or something.
My brain seems to realize that it's a three-day weekend because it sure as fuck went on vacation! All I've done today is sit on my ass and watch television. I meant to get to the library and take out a book, but I never made it over and the library in this town is closed on Sundays I think. So, thus, I go without a book to read until Monday at least.
I feel stagnant and unproductive today. And yet, despite my efforts to do at least SOMETHING of consequence, I can't manage it!
School has been going well for me. As a departure, I haven't been such an attention whore. I've made a friend or two, but none serious enough to exchange phone numbers or anything. I don't know, it's a little bit strange. I'm normally more concerned with making friends than I am with school work. I can't tell if this is more maturity or if it's something else like shyness. It's sort of scary to think of myself as the responsible party...
Anyways, I'm going to focus my VERY limited attention span elsewhere now before I start ranting about something stupid like Jello or something.