Im afraid of water ....

[akii]

Got wasted and threw up all night. The funny part was, I knew what was happened to my body except I couldnt do anything about it. I thought to myself: I should have stole those IV bags and needles and give myself IV hydration. :x I threw up everything in my stomach, went into metabolic alkalosis and my lung were trying to conpensate by hyperventilating. Then I ended up with shortness of breath... Oh, the joy of being drunk. I want to do it again. xD

Im gonna call the free mental health clinic tomorrow and make an appointment. Im tired of living with this depression. D:

The display shelf I got from Ikea :)