Jun 12, 2005 22:37
went to a show last night.. UV Rays release show. it was cool. i made the guest list via Ben.
Deanna called me, which was a nice surprise. she seemed excited about hanging out tomorrow. shes going to call me when she gets home. she lives down the street from me, so maybe i can have some company on these nights where i just sit outside and smoke.
Molly and Cliff had something going on and i felt bad. Molly is a great person and i value her as a friend, it hurts when i cant help, not to mention my own issues.
i was meditating in the front lawn of the apartment, alone, when two girls approached me. they were cute, and inquiring as to why i was alone.
Me: *watching one of them fall in the street in a drunken stupor*
Them: *random giggling*
Me: ...
Them: HEY! why are you sitting all by yourself?
Me: ...I dont know yet...
Them: well i'm Nikki
Them: and im Ashley
Me: hi..im Vic
Nikki: NICK??
Me: VIC
Nikki: oh. okay.. well i live right over there *points*
Me: cool..
Ashley: cmon, lets go
Nikki: okay okay.. well it was nice meeting you Vic.
Ashley: yeah!
Me: okay, take care of yourselves
later that night Zeb came over with some people, most of them left except for this kid Jim. we were sitting on the porch when some girl shouted at us from somewhere down the street. Zeb shouted back, and the mysterious girl voice replied that she wanted to see Vic. Zeb flipped out and pushed me off the porch towards the voice. i walked over and it was Nikki. i invited her over and Zeb and Jim proceeded to shower her in manly competition while i sat quietly. i invited her to the beach and she offered her number. Jim quickly got out HIS cell phone and handed it to her. she did not seem interested in Jim and reluctantly gave him her number. while she was doing this Jim took off his shirt.
at this point its 5:30 am and im really not in the mood for this sort of thing, so i let them have their fun. as im leaving Nikki starts talking to me about something and there were some jealousy vibes. i was not cool with this. whatever i suggested she go home to sleep because she looked exhausted. i told her id call her. i lied.
stayed up til about 10 am. Ben gave me a ride home. i slept til 8 pm. didnt do much until now. Molly IMed me about breaking up with Cliff. i want to help, but i guess i cant.