Akihiko snuggled up close to one of his lovers, buried in warm blankets and sandwiched between them. The bed at the Hub wasn't quite large enough for three people, but somehow they managed, falling into a pile like puppies and falling asleep
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"Ianto," Jack countered, propping himself up, not really caring in the least about the fact that he was naked, but more concerned about the fact that the three of them were naked in bed together. Jack often slept naked, so that wasn't anything new, but the fact that Ianto was naked meant they'd been up to something the previous night, but he couldn't remember anything. "What are you playing at? Since when do we sleep naked with Akihiko?"
Ianto's forehead furrowed. "Since you offered him a place in your bed, Jack," he said, his voice low. "It's been months, now, what are you on about?"
"No," Jack said firmly, "no, it hasn't." He cast a glance at Akihiko, his eyes trailing over the lines of Akihiko's body, appraising his fit form. "I would remember this," he said, motioning to Akihiko's body. "I would remember the relationship, the sex... I don't." He watched Ianto's face fall in disbelief. Ianto turned to Akihiko, unsure what to do about the fact that his one lover seemed to have forgotten everything about his other lover.
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But it didn't come accompanied with that warm, accepting affection he had come to expect.
Then it clicked. Jack wasn't trying some weird, cruel means to push him away. He couldn't remember, and there was only one reason that could be.
"It's got to be a virus," he said. "It's got to be. Ianto and I remember!"
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"But I don't remember any of this," Jack said indignantly. "And as far as I know, I remember everything up until yesterday night. And that definitely didn't involve going to bed with either of you." He looked around, as if he could find something that might familiarize him with the situation, help him remember what he had supposedly lost. "We did go Weevil catching last night, right?"
"Well, yes," Ianto confirmed. "After that we came back here. You wanted to make sure that we got the right one. And then..." He looked to Akihiko, making sure that he was remembering correctly himself.
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This was nothing.
When Ianto paused, he nodded and picked up the narrative. "Right, and we, er," he reddened again. "We decided to hit the showers because we'd gotten all muddy and stuff in the sewers, and then one thing led to another, and, well..."
He shrugged, gesturing about themselves. "But this isn't exactly unusual, Jack."
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The look on Jack's face made something in Ianto's stomach twist dangerously. Jack really didn't remember. "Jack," he said, his face still awash in disbelief, "what happened? Why can't you remember?"
Jack sighed. He could see that the two of them were more than a little bit hurt that he couldn't remember any sort of relationship with Akihiko. "Fine," he said. "If this really happened, then tell me something that you wouldn't know unless you'd slept with me."
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Desperate to convince his lover of the truth, he thought hard. "Well...how about this?" he asked, sorting through the myriad of little details he did know, trying to come up with something good. "Ianto likes to...to use full windsor knots in bed."
Surely no one else would know that. He hadn't even known what to call it before Ianto told him. Though, just to be sure, he added something personal to Jack himself.
"And you don't fall asleep nearly so fast if you haven't got a warm body to curl around," he added.
He wasn't sure he'd ever stop blushing.
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"A virus, then?" Jack asked. "A virus from the community could do something like this?" He leaned forward, and kissed Ianto. After a moment, he leant back, breaking it off. "I definitely remember that. But..." He trailed off, turning to look at Akihiko, before leaning forward and kissing him as well.
It wasn't tentative--nothing Jack did sexually ever really was, anymore--but it was definitely unfamiliar. Nice, and obviously Akihiko'd learned a few tricks of the trade somewhere, but unfamiliar nonetheless.
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But even as the kiss ended, he knew it hadn't made a difference. Jack didn't remember.
Sometimes the community really annoyed Akihiko.
"You...really don't remember," he said miserably.
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Jack brought his hands up to cup Akihiko's face. He felt pretty terrible about the situation--it would be one thing to forget both of them, but to just forget one of his lovers...
"Hey," he said, gently moving Akihiko's head to look him directly in the eyes. "We'll get to the bottom of this. There's gotta be some way to fix this, right?"
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"I don't know if there's a way to fix it," he said unhappily. "If it's a virus, it'll go away, though."
He hesitated. "Jack... do you want to remember? I mean, is it okay with you that we're together?"
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"Me?" Ianto asked, surprised that suddenly the focus had switched to him.
"Yeah," Jack replied. "Like it or not, I remember being in a relationship only with you. And I know you have your rules about these things, and I respect that." Jack wouldn't want to ruin the best relationship he'd had in a long time based on an uncertainty.
"Don't you get it though, Jack? I've already agreed to this. Months ago." Ianto's face seemed to be stuck in a permanent frown.
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He shifted slightly and laid down, letting Jack and Ianto talk without his big head in the way. If Jack felt like he needed to discuss this with Ianto before he'd feel comfortable with it - well, he wouldn't be Jack if he didn't. That was okay.
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Jack sent Ianto a look that he hoped expressed everything that even he felt would be saying too much in front of Akihiko.
Ianto's expression softened. Jack really was trying, and none of them could help the situation that they were placed in. "Really, Jack," Ianto reassured him, "it was almost my idea in the first place." This got Jack's attention. "You joked about us all showering together one day, to save water. We just agreed." He smiled slightly. "Had no idea what I was thinking at the time, but it turned out more than alright in the end, though, right?" He directed the question at Akihiko, so he wouldn't feel left out of the conversation entirely.
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"Yeah, yeah, it was really all right," he said unhappily.
Decisively, he made to climb out of bed, wriggling down off the foot so he wouldn't dislodge either Jack or Ianto or have to climb over either of them. "Think I'm going to go for a run," he said distractedly, searching for his clothes.
He just couldn't stay here anymore. Maybe Jack would come around, or maybe they should just wait until the virus wore off. He didn't want to make things awkward, and it was obvious that Jack wasn't just going to dive back in and trust what they said.
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"Akihiko, wait," he said, climbing out after him, catching Akihiko's hand as he distractedly went about trying to locate his clothes in the pile on the floor. He pulled Akihiko's hand up to place it on his chest and hold it there, while he reached his other hand out to cup Akihiko's cheek. He hoped Akihiko could feel his heart racing as much as Ianto himself could.
"Please," he said, his voice low so Jack would really have to strain to hear it even in this small a room. "Stay. I'm sorry, I don't know what's going on any more than you, and I'm sorry this is happening to you, but don't leave me here alone with him feeling guilty for something I have no control over. Please."
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At Ianto's words, though, guilt flickered in his grey eyes. Ianto was right - that wasn't fair. He had thought Ianto would be better able to handle the situation, since he had known Jack longer. But it wasn't fair for him to run away.
"Okay, I'm sorry. I'll stay," he said and shifted closer. He leaned his head against Ianto's shoulder and closed his eyes, drawing strength.
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