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I sit alone in a strange place of thought and avoidance, I sit and look at the world, and it seems strange. I look around beside my self and nothing is the same. My world falters, I have missed some important lesson, or 3 or five, I am stuck, and the universe keeps hitting my in the head. And I some how can not figure out why,
Odd moment of self reflection, it is odd how in most of my life I find unrequited love to be a very common occurrence, one loves the other does now, there is almost never what could be called functional symmetry. Yet I often see what appears to be this symmetry in others around me, still not the majority but a sizable percent none the less.
I do not like my world, but I know it is of my making, but before I can get rid of the world that is here I have to understand why it is here, then I can make sure it does not come back...... oh life I ask thee why oh why me......................I feel melodrama dripping from my every pour, yet I am still asking the question knowing I am not going to get given an answer that I have to find it my self.................GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
I am going to stop now
Odd moment of self reflection, it is odd how in most of my life I find unrequited love to be a very common occurrence, one loves the other does now, there is almost never what could be called functional symmetry. Yet I often see what appears to be this symmetry in others around me, still not the majority but a sizable percent none the less.
I do not like my world, but I know it is of my making, but before I can get rid of the world that is here I have to understand why it is here, then I can make sure it does not come back...... oh life I ask thee why oh why me......................I feel melodrama dripping from my every pour, yet I am still asking the question knowing I am not going to get given an answer that I have to find it my self.................GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
I am going to stop now