Daichan Syndrome-I am stricken
It's insane how obsessed I am with this man and his music. D: I need to vent.
I mean, I spend hours poring over pictures and trying to find out new little bits of information on him, and yet I'm never fully satisfied. My iPod even has a special DA family playlist, and I have tons of pictures I've found stockpiled in photobucket. It's insane. I feel like I've just stepped back into the days where I was obsessed with fictional characters like Link, Allen Walker, or Edward Elric (lol I used to be REALLY obsessed with zelda and manga), except now it's with something that actually exists. And even to me DA seems kind of fictional, because he lives on the other side of the world, and well, you know, he's DA. An enigma of a being even in his own country. A god of music. An overall oddball. You never know what he'll be up to next.
I've never considered myself a rabid fangirl since those precious days in middle school where I would drool over dear Allen and the rest of those perfect fictional lads. And even now, since I'm older and like to think of myself as more mature, I don't think that I go totally nuts over DA like that. I mean, the only time I scream or yell or laugh hysterically about something DA-related is when I get a new CD (I have 4 now yay!! but I wish I had a collection like Chesha's, sheesh that's awesome), someone shares some old awesomeness with me (kudos to re-sync friends :D) or the like. I am a DA fangirl, though. It's a disease, I swear.
Also at this point I should mention while I'm thinking about it that I am perfectly willing to share any of my out-of-print DA Family stuff-yeah I'm a relatively new fan but I have acquired Iceman and etc. from various sources....xD I know how hard it is to get it. But I do feel that anything that is in print you should buy.
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I wish I could attend one of his lives, or (something I dream of a lot) talk to him to tell him how much his music means to me. I mean, although we give him shit's worth of credit he does know some English (he's not as bad as Ken I mean come on). I think I could get my point across ("I LOVE YOU AND YOUR MUSIC RAWKS!!! <3 <3"). But it's impossible for me to even go to Japan now, let alone attend a very expensive concert. I can't ever think of an opportunity that would grant me a visit to such a place.
Well, hell, I'm not giving up, I've been to Australia dammit. And that's just as far away if not more (same time zone).
tl;dr: I love Daichan so much that it scares me, I will see him (at least just him) live someday in Japan and I plan to retire in Australia. (wait I didn't cover that did I....?)
Also DA's NACK5 Neo Age drawings are some of the cutest goddamn things on this planet. WAN-E DESSUU!
Does anyone think I need therapy? xD Do we all? I mean, to quote Trane, this is the fandom of insanity.
I mean, I spend hours poring over pictures and trying to find out new little bits of information on him, and yet I'm never fully satisfied. My iPod even has a special DA family playlist, and I have tons of pictures I've found stockpiled in photobucket. It's insane. I feel like I've just stepped back into the days where I was obsessed with fictional characters like Link, Allen Walker, or Edward Elric (lol I used to be REALLY obsessed with zelda and manga), except now it's with something that actually exists. And even to me DA seems kind of fictional, because he lives on the other side of the world, and well, you know, he's DA. An enigma of a being even in his own country. A god of music. An overall oddball. You never know what he'll be up to next.
I've never considered myself a rabid fangirl since those precious days in middle school where I would drool over dear Allen and the rest of those perfect fictional lads. And even now, since I'm older and like to think of myself as more mature, I don't think that I go totally nuts over DA like that. I mean, the only time I scream or yell or laugh hysterically about something DA-related is when I get a new CD (I have 4 now yay!! but I wish I had a collection like Chesha's, sheesh that's awesome), someone shares some old awesomeness with me (kudos to re-sync friends :D) or the like. I am a DA fangirl, though. It's a disease, I swear.
Also at this point I should mention while I'm thinking about it that I am perfectly willing to share any of my out-of-print DA Family stuff-yeah I'm a relatively new fan but I have acquired Iceman and etc. from various sources....xD I know how hard it is to get it. But I do feel that anything that is in print you should buy.
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I wish I could attend one of his lives, or (something I dream of a lot) talk to him to tell him how much his music means to me. I mean, although we give him shit's worth of credit he does know some English (he's not as bad as Ken I mean come on). I think I could get my point across ("I LOVE YOU AND YOUR MUSIC RAWKS!!! <3 <3"). But it's impossible for me to even go to Japan now, let alone attend a very expensive concert. I can't ever think of an opportunity that would grant me a visit to such a place.
Well, hell, I'm not giving up, I've been to Australia dammit. And that's just as far away if not more (same time zone).
tl;dr: I love Daichan so much that it scares me, I will see him (at least just him) live someday in Japan and I plan to retire in Australia. (wait I didn't cover that did I....?)
Also DA's NACK5 Neo Age drawings are some of the cutest goddamn things on this planet. WAN-E DESSUU!
Does anyone think I need therapy? xD Do we all? I mean, to quote Trane, this is the fandom of insanity.