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I CAN'T STAND THIS!!!!!!!!!!! I hate being with someone but feeling SO ALONE... i hate having these burst of pain that just explode and make me feel awful, i hate not being able to see him tomorrow or whenever, i know it's my own damn fault..... (if anyone feels like saying "i know how you feel"...... don't...... you may have an idea but this has been for two damn years.... loving someone so much sucks ass sometimes.
I CAN'T STAND THIS!!!!!!!!!!! I hate being with someone but feeling SO ALONE... i hate having these burst of pain that just explode and make me feel awful, i hate not being able to see him tomorrow or whenever, i know it's my own damn fault..... (if anyone feels like saying "i know how you feel"...... don't...... you may have an idea but this has been for two damn years.... loving someone so much sucks ass sometimes.