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HAH! ONE DAY TO FALL BREAKKK!
Thank God. We haven't had a day off since Labor Day. It sucked. A lot. I'm so ready to go home and relax, it's not even funny. And turkey day! YIPPEE! Mmm. I always look forward to the nap caused by the melatonin in the Turkey after we eat. And pumpkin pie. So good.
Although, everytime I think of pumpkin pie I think of my gradma and her homemade pies. I miss her so much. I wish she was here with us. I see her in my dreams, but it's not good enough. I want to be able to touch her and smell her. After 3 1/2 years you'd think that it would hurt less. It doesn't. I miss her laugh most of all. She laughed like my dad does. So, everytime he laughs I think of her. I don't think I'll ever get used to the actual physical pain it causes me to think of how much I miss her and how much I miss being around her. To think that I have to spend the rest of my life without her is almost unbearable. But, I know she's here. I can feel her.
I hate it when my happy rants turn into sad ones.
Sometimes, I suck.
Thank God. We haven't had a day off since Labor Day. It sucked. A lot. I'm so ready to go home and relax, it's not even funny. And turkey day! YIPPEE! Mmm. I always look forward to the nap caused by the melatonin in the Turkey after we eat. And pumpkin pie. So good.
Although, everytime I think of pumpkin pie I think of my gradma and her homemade pies. I miss her so much. I wish she was here with us. I see her in my dreams, but it's not good enough. I want to be able to touch her and smell her. After 3 1/2 years you'd think that it would hurt less. It doesn't. I miss her laugh most of all. She laughed like my dad does. So, everytime he laughs I think of her. I don't think I'll ever get used to the actual physical pain it causes me to think of how much I miss her and how much I miss being around her. To think that I have to spend the rest of my life without her is almost unbearable. But, I know she's here. I can feel her.
I hate it when my happy rants turn into sad ones.
Sometimes, I suck.