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So working the night shift kind of sucks, but I don't mind. It leaves me to my thoughts and my recollections. It's nice not having to be around people constantly. I get to catch up on episodes of Grey's Anatomy and NCIS. Pretty much the two best shows ever.
Also, I get to see Jessica when I work, which is always a plus.
There are so many confusing aspects of my life right now that I don't even know where to begin. This kid...Nick..is probably the most beautiful human being ever. Not only is he incredibly physically attractive but he's nice and genuine and so funny. We get along so well.
Then there's Quin. He lives in Colorado Springs, and our egos clash all the time, but we're so similar it's frightening. We have so much in common and we have a strong attraction to each other- not to mention we'll both probably end up as Feds. Scary, I know. But I pretty much want nothing more than for Nick to like me back so that I can chase after him some more- it's proven to be fun so far.
Am I a bad person for wanting to have a choice like that?
But what about Geoff? He sent me a text today saying how much he misses me and how much he misses being around me. I miss the hell out of him, too.
Like I said- I don't know where to begin.
LDISHFSDI:LKFJD
WHAT THE HELL.
Also, I get to see Jessica when I work, which is always a plus.
There are so many confusing aspects of my life right now that I don't even know where to begin. This kid...Nick..is probably the most beautiful human being ever. Not only is he incredibly physically attractive but he's nice and genuine and so funny. We get along so well.
Then there's Quin. He lives in Colorado Springs, and our egos clash all the time, but we're so similar it's frightening. We have so much in common and we have a strong attraction to each other- not to mention we'll both probably end up as Feds. Scary, I know. But I pretty much want nothing more than for Nick to like me back so that I can chase after him some more- it's proven to be fun so far.
Am I a bad person for wanting to have a choice like that?
But what about Geoff? He sent me a text today saying how much he misses me and how much he misses being around me. I miss the hell out of him, too.
Like I said- I don't know where to begin.
LDISHFSDI:LKFJD
WHAT THE HELL.