Haven't update in awhile...
Ok so I haven't updated in awhile. Life has just been busy. My social life has really picked up recently and the fact that I am going to grad school part time while working really takes up alot of my time. The class I am in sucks but I do enjoy going to school again. I met some cool people in my class that I go drinking with every once in awhile. I am glad I found the fun the people! My luck with love recently has been pretty much none. I think I might be ready to declare my self asexual. Too bad to be asexual you have to not care about any type of sexual encounter. So I guess I am not really asexual.
I do realize that I am alot happier when I stay busy. When I have tons of things to do I definitely become more of my happy self again. I guess you don't have time to think and ponder the many questions I have about life. I have a bad habit of trying to philosophize about the many aspects of life. This makes for interesting conversation with many people but it also can lead to unhappiness. I always think the people that don't think of anything deeper and are clueless about alot of things are really probably better off. Why do I say this? Because its like the book Brave New World. If you think you are happy than you are happy. It doesn't matter what you don't know, if you feel happy than I guess that is all that matters. Its an interesting concept and one I have thought about greatly. But anyways this post is getting long and probably boring. Now I am starting into one of my philosophizing modes which sometimes can not be good for the psyche.
I do realize that I am alot happier when I stay busy. When I have tons of things to do I definitely become more of my happy self again. I guess you don't have time to think and ponder the many questions I have about life. I have a bad habit of trying to philosophize about the many aspects of life. This makes for interesting conversation with many people but it also can lead to unhappiness. I always think the people that don't think of anything deeper and are clueless about alot of things are really probably better off. Why do I say this? Because its like the book Brave New World. If you think you are happy than you are happy. It doesn't matter what you don't know, if you feel happy than I guess that is all that matters. Its an interesting concept and one I have thought about greatly. But anyways this post is getting long and probably boring. Now I am starting into one of my philosophizing modes which sometimes can not be good for the psyche.