Apr 14, 2009 23:14
Walking into work a small boy, probably around five, ran in a zig-zag direction with hands clasped and pointed, arms projecting as if he were holding a laser gun. He ran past with a squinted eye and added sound effects, in his own little universe.
I feel my childhood depleting, and it makes me sad.
I always thought it was something you had an option to keep and that I would be able to cherish, but it seems as though its not something that people give up, or forget, but something that you cant keep grasping onto.
Child like tendencies are on a gravitational pull, my arm is reaching out to hold it for its lasting moments but soon it will be sucked away at the speed of light.
Just walking around I see less genuine, unstoppable smiles, less tear filled giggle fits and less sincerity.
These past few months have felt like they were put into slow motion as I sprinted through.
I'm glad I have a few friends on speed dial that are always down to laugh until they skip breaths over the corniest jokes and help me to keep my inner kid.
I'm getting a camera soon. Very soon.
I know what I want for my next tattoo,
I have a wonderful boyfriend and the majority of what he says makes me smile,
Every weekend has been eventful
School is almost over,
All my bike needs is new clips,
I'm actually gonna get to go to the next mass,
I only need to lose 6 more pounds,
Pescatarianism is going strong.
C'mon, add to the list. Can't bring it down.