Dreams
For some reason, I've been having crazy dreams lately. I don't understand it because they've almost seemed real. The worst one I've had has been about a certain someone who kind of messed up my head. Waking up, I realized that in actuality, I do miss him. If you ask me what I miss, I don't think I'd be able to tell you because I can't explain it. When someone is meant to be a part of your life, they'll be there right? Then that leaves the question, what if you want them in your life but they aren't there. Do I want him in my life? I don't know. Would he be good in my life? Definitely not. I don't know how to explain it, it was left a messy situation and I think everyone is better off leaving it that way. I am the one who is better off because for once, I think things are starting to finally fall into place for me.
I know what my major is. I know what I want to do. Professionally I know who I want to be. I'm starting to actually grow up. The petty stuff doesn't seem to bother me anymore. I don't care about what people say and how they say it. I care about the important people in my life like my family and friends. You have to accept the way your family comes because you can't get another one, they may be crazy, but I love them anyways. We'll just see how this whole thing ends up. I'll just leave it up to fate because what is meant to be, will be.
I know what my major is. I know what I want to do. Professionally I know who I want to be. I'm starting to actually grow up. The petty stuff doesn't seem to bother me anymore. I don't care about what people say and how they say it. I care about the important people in my life like my family and friends. You have to accept the way your family comes because you can't get another one, they may be crazy, but I love them anyways. We'll just see how this whole thing ends up. I'll just leave it up to fate because what is meant to be, will be.