Mar 21, 2009 19:20
Huh, I've calmed down quite a bit. Now that I've started running more often I'm feeling better. Even though my mind's mixed up.
I haven't slept well in a while. My mind's... thinking about things I don't want it to think about. Old times and stuff. Geez, I thought I mourn about these things only when I'm drunk. I miss all of my old teammates. Especially Kaneda thought, but that's only natural since I didn't quite sort my feelings in time in junior high... Ahahah. I wonder what they're all doing. I haven't heard a single word from them. I wonder if Kaneda misses me as much as I miss him.
I should probably email them or something. Have a reunion in Tokyo... or something
Bright sides...? At least I've been sober for a real long time.
(ooc: Strikes deleted. Too much information.)
heart's mixed up,
sulking,
sober,
nostalgia,
miss them,
reunion thoughts,
feeling better,
miss him