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I think one of my bosses has the wrong idea. I mean, yeah, I think she's hot and she's always kind to me. You know, helping me out and stuff (she's almost as kind as the dude who gives me lifts back to Uni and helps with my homeworks whenever he has time). We've talked with her several times this past week and she's been kind of... flirting. At first I thought it was my imagination, but it wasn't. She asked me out... and since I was confused because of the situation I said yes...
And now I'm quite sure I'm making a big mistake. I mean, I have someone I want and it's not her. Or a she. I am bi, but right now I only want one person. And I still haven't asked him out. Ugh. I could cancel, but I'm afraid she might... you know... sack me. She has reasons for that. I showed up to work in a hangover a few days ago. She didn't say anything, but she might use that to sack me if I say no.
Paranoid, much? I really like this job and don't want to lose it. But I don't want to go on a date with my boss. That's just wrong.
Agh. I'm going running.
And now I'm quite sure I'm making a big mistake. I mean, I have someone I want and it's not her. Or a she. I am bi, but right now I only want one person. And I still haven't asked him out. Ugh. I could cancel, but I'm afraid she might... you know... sack me. She has reasons for that. I showed up to work in a hangover a few days ago. She didn't say anything, but she might use that to sack me if I say no.
Paranoid, much? I really like this job and don't want to lose it. But I don't want to go on a date with my boss. That's just wrong.
Agh. I'm going running.