Jul 14, 2005 12:23
*Well i thought that a couple of decisions would have helped but now i am just in the same situation as before. guys irritate me and my friends (or a few of them)are being INCREDIBLY stupid.
*I never really know what i'm doing.
*My mom and my sister get on my case "cuz i'm always mean to people" which i dont really think i am.
*Latley i have found myself wanting to call someone but i know that i shouldnt cuz he will just suck me in cuz i have a good heart and he will drag me down and thats all he wants.
*I'm with someone but I have feelings for someone else that I think are becoming stronger than they are for the person im with but i am scared shitless to say anything about it to either of them.
*I'm working a lot and it doesnt seem to bother me whatsoever which freaks me out in a way cuz im not used to working this much
I guess I'm just venting and I know I sound stupid so I'm sorry if anyone is still reading this