The 1st!
So Donny has been trying to do the same dishes now for almost a month...and somehow about once a week as far as he gets is running hot soapy water and doing no dishes. Mind you I have done the dishes the past like 3 times. So today I finally had to cave and just do the damn dishes cuz the landlord is coming over today for 2 things...1)the rent and 2)to finally fix the shower cuz it leaks hard core into althea's basement. And donny has to work so I get stuck cleaning the WHOLE house(granted its not very big....)and I have to work tonight as far as I know and Im sick so this week isnt a very good one. AT ALL.
I was waiting for a phone call last night cuz someone said they would call me at 10 and never did,...then Erin Jones went missing(oh this is a good story lol)so I called the person that was gonna call and see if he talked to her and he wasnt home, No big deal I guess, I knew he wasnt going to call me anyways. So Erin's boyfriend Tyler and I drove around for about an hour looking for her,..called other people to go look for her and all of a sudden Donny calls from home and says "erin's car is here..." so i was like WTF then where is she? and donny was like "shes sleeping on the couch". Which really confused me cuz b4 Ty and I left we wrote her this HUGE note that said call our cells when u get home. But apparently she didnt see that one...Whatev I guess I will find out the real story later today when she gets here around 2:30 or 3.
I really hope when I call work they ask me if i feel any better(since they sent me home last night)so i can say "not really" and they tell me not to come in. That would be pretty cool. My chest hurts so bad its not even close to being funny anymore.
So right now I am kinda thinking there are 2 guys for assesment. One the whole situation is super confusing and the other is 21, got into a lot of trouble when he was younger and totally cleaned up his act. Which means that I wouldnt have really anything to worry about cuz he already got it out of his system and hes ready for commitment. I dont know...I know what the right choice is...but I dont know what to do. All the plans that I made b4 are seeming to be going up in smoke and I just sit here and watch it burn. 45% of me wants to grab the water hose next to me so i can put out the fire and save it but the rest says "are you fucking stupid! dont touch the hose!" Maybe thats my way of still coping with everything or maybe i am just stupid. Okay I have made up my mind(for now) and i am just going to sit down and talk with him and figure out what the hell is going on exactly and then we will see where it goes from there.
Man I got ta go! I havent eaten anything for 2 days! i need food!
I was waiting for a phone call last night cuz someone said they would call me at 10 and never did,...then Erin Jones went missing(oh this is a good story lol)so I called the person that was gonna call and see if he talked to her and he wasnt home, No big deal I guess, I knew he wasnt going to call me anyways. So Erin's boyfriend Tyler and I drove around for about an hour looking for her,..called other people to go look for her and all of a sudden Donny calls from home and says "erin's car is here..." so i was like WTF then where is she? and donny was like "shes sleeping on the couch". Which really confused me cuz b4 Ty and I left we wrote her this HUGE note that said call our cells when u get home. But apparently she didnt see that one...Whatev I guess I will find out the real story later today when she gets here around 2:30 or 3.
I really hope when I call work they ask me if i feel any better(since they sent me home last night)so i can say "not really" and they tell me not to come in. That would be pretty cool. My chest hurts so bad its not even close to being funny anymore.
So right now I am kinda thinking there are 2 guys for assesment. One the whole situation is super confusing and the other is 21, got into a lot of trouble when he was younger and totally cleaned up his act. Which means that I wouldnt have really anything to worry about cuz he already got it out of his system and hes ready for commitment. I dont know...I know what the right choice is...but I dont know what to do. All the plans that I made b4 are seeming to be going up in smoke and I just sit here and watch it burn. 45% of me wants to grab the water hose next to me so i can put out the fire and save it but the rest says "are you fucking stupid! dont touch the hose!" Maybe thats my way of still coping with everything or maybe i am just stupid. Okay I have made up my mind(for now) and i am just going to sit down and talk with him and figure out what the hell is going on exactly and then we will see where it goes from there.
Man I got ta go! I havent eaten anything for 2 days! i need food!