strange things are afoot....
well, it has been awhile since i made an effort at this. wow! time flies when you're having fun. or something like that. hmmmmm....now i'm wondering where to start. i suppose at the beginning?? on second thought, i think i'll carry on a bit about nothing and THEN get to the point somewhere! i'm liking that idea. so ok.....first on the list is what?? um, well. ok, i'm gonna be 30 tomorrow. well, that didn't hurt too much to say it, so i must still be pretty cool with the whole thing. amazing! we'll just file the roll of cookie dough i ate under to nerves or PMS and leave it at that? ok? hahaha really i don't think i'm at all stressed about being 30. i figure i seem to be getting smarter(no comments from the peanut gallery, please) and better looking with age, so i'll take it. as if i have any choice! i think i'll need a few cocktails this evening. yes....that does sound like a keen idea. now i think i'll start a new paragraph. just in case anyone is actually reading this rubbish. :)
next thing on my mind is...........drum-roll please..............oh! i know!!!!!!! gossip! and what do you know???? it's actually about me! so i can pretty much guarantee its authenticity. :) where to start??? uh....
ok, it's like this. surprisingly enough, things are actually going well in my love life at the present. aside from the small fact he lives a gazillion miles away! luckily, we did spend a bit of time together a couple of months ago when he came here to visit. which was really cool and loads of fun! i was really nervous about the whole thing, but it turned out to be pretty special. which is amazing to me, but seemed to not surprise him at all. i feel like i've hap a bit of a period of adjustment lately. trying to figure out what the hell i think i'm doing/feeling/thinking. but then i just decided that was stupid. cause if i'd been previously analyzing myself to death as usual, i would never have met him in the first place. ok, that made no sense to me...so movin on. :)
whew! i'm pouring it out today! and not saying a damn thing worth a crap! glad to see nothing has changed! anyway.....the gist of my life at the moment is this: i have a 20 year old boyfriend who is very nice and sweet and seems to think i'm the most beautiful person in the world. i love him and he loves me and that's pretty much it. although, i wonder about his level of sanity on occasion since he does think i'm so great. hahaha i should really delete this whole paragraph at this point. i'm extremely embarrassed by the whole spilling my guts thing. oh well. who's gonna read it anyway???? shit! why did i think of that?? now i won't say anything else, cause somebody WILL be reading it. damn!
so, since i'm not sharing all the gory details with my diary. :O certainly not! i will tell one little secret however.........
I'M GOING TO ENGLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes, it's all true. mark your calendars people! i shall be arriving in your fair country on June 12. i will be staying until approximately June 25. i've got my tickets and i'm waiting on my passport to get here!!! i'll be lodging in the town of lancaster...currently the home of the boy while he's at uni. obviously, i'm coming there primarily for sex :O ....but if possible, i'd really like to make an effort to see my friends as well!!! yay!!
that's it for this particular entry....i'm needing to get something done today! busy, busy!
next thing on my mind is...........drum-roll please..............oh! i know!!!!!!! gossip! and what do you know???? it's actually about me! so i can pretty much guarantee its authenticity. :) where to start??? uh....
ok, it's like this. surprisingly enough, things are actually going well in my love life at the present. aside from the small fact he lives a gazillion miles away! luckily, we did spend a bit of time together a couple of months ago when he came here to visit. which was really cool and loads of fun! i was really nervous about the whole thing, but it turned out to be pretty special. which is amazing to me, but seemed to not surprise him at all. i feel like i've hap a bit of a period of adjustment lately. trying to figure out what the hell i think i'm doing/feeling/thinking. but then i just decided that was stupid. cause if i'd been previously analyzing myself to death as usual, i would never have met him in the first place. ok, that made no sense to me...so movin on. :)
whew! i'm pouring it out today! and not saying a damn thing worth a crap! glad to see nothing has changed! anyway.....the gist of my life at the moment is this: i have a 20 year old boyfriend who is very nice and sweet and seems to think i'm the most beautiful person in the world. i love him and he loves me and that's pretty much it. although, i wonder about his level of sanity on occasion since he does think i'm so great. hahaha i should really delete this whole paragraph at this point. i'm extremely embarrassed by the whole spilling my guts thing. oh well. who's gonna read it anyway???? shit! why did i think of that?? now i won't say anything else, cause somebody WILL be reading it. damn!
so, since i'm not sharing all the gory details with my diary. :O certainly not! i will tell one little secret however.........
I'M GOING TO ENGLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes, it's all true. mark your calendars people! i shall be arriving in your fair country on June 12. i will be staying until approximately June 25. i've got my tickets and i'm waiting on my passport to get here!!! i'll be lodging in the town of lancaster...currently the home of the boy while he's at uni. obviously, i'm coming there primarily for sex :O ....but if possible, i'd really like to make an effort to see my friends as well!!! yay!!
that's it for this particular entry....i'm needing to get something done today! busy, busy!