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i want to go on a walk through time and really take a look at what made me the way i am today. i'll take an extra breath or two at the places that make me smile. i'll take more notes at the places that made me cry. i'll take more pictures and tell myself not to rush through the days.
i can feel myself falling into old patterns and if i'm not careful i'll lose who i've become. I love my new faith, my new outlook, my new hope and i'm beginning to go back to what i used to be and i need to actively fight agianst it. it's actually kind of interesting how history repeats itself almost in exactly the same way haha.
i have high hopes for the summer despite my initial fears and misgivings about the semester ending. i'm going to camp, hike, take pictures, laugh, hopefully not cry, maybe get a tan ;-), swim, talk, travel, road trip, eat, work, maybe find a boy, maybe figure out where i'm supposed to go, learn, and take a couple classes. i hope to live it up because with any luck i won't be in germantown next summer. i praying that everything works out in that respect but that is also up to God. i take comfort in Him but i still don't like not knowing. and my life is a lot of not knowing right now.
i can feel myself falling into old patterns and if i'm not careful i'll lose who i've become. I love my new faith, my new outlook, my new hope and i'm beginning to go back to what i used to be and i need to actively fight agianst it. it's actually kind of interesting how history repeats itself almost in exactly the same way haha.
i have high hopes for the summer despite my initial fears and misgivings about the semester ending. i'm going to camp, hike, take pictures, laugh, hopefully not cry, maybe get a tan ;-), swim, talk, travel, road trip, eat, work, maybe find a boy, maybe figure out where i'm supposed to go, learn, and take a couple classes. i hope to live it up because with any luck i won't be in germantown next summer. i praying that everything works out in that respect but that is also up to God. i take comfort in Him but i still don't like not knowing. and my life is a lot of not knowing right now.