jeg vet ikke hva jeg vil ha.
gah! i can't tell the difference between what is good and what is bad anymore. actually, yes i can, i just like to pretend i can't so i can go on my merry way doing as i please. actually, that wasn't even the good or bad i was referencing, just a side thought, i was refering to noticing when opportunities are good or bad. and half of the time i don't even know what i am getting into!
take tonight's surprise double date for instance; i specificly made it known that i wanted the *three* of us to go out to a movie as a *group* and have a good time! and what happens?! she invites her boyfriend. which leaves me to entertain dan. lovely. exactly what i was trying to avoid! because, if anyone hasn't noticed, I'M NOT INTERESTED! so, he walks me to my car and tells me to call once i get home, so i do, because...i'm a dork. anyway, he's all 'let's get to know eachother' and 'keep an open mind because you might miss a really great opportunity'. anyway, i'll keep an open mind, and treat this as a friendship, but i really don't think anything should come of this. another friend is always great to have, i just don't want another friendship/relationship muddleing.
take tonight's surprise double date for instance; i specificly made it known that i wanted the *three* of us to go out to a movie as a *group* and have a good time! and what happens?! she invites her boyfriend. which leaves me to entertain dan. lovely. exactly what i was trying to avoid! because, if anyone hasn't noticed, I'M NOT INTERESTED! so, he walks me to my car and tells me to call once i get home, so i do, because...i'm a dork. anyway, he's all 'let's get to know eachother' and 'keep an open mind because you might miss a really great opportunity'. anyway, i'll keep an open mind, and treat this as a friendship, but i really don't think anything should come of this. another friend is always great to have, i just don't want another friendship/relationship muddleing.