one-shot - heaven's letter
Title: heaven's letter
Author: akanishimariko
Pairing(s): akame
Rating: pg
Genre: drama.... a failed angst
Summary: they read kazuya's letter
PLEASE READ THIS AND LEAVE A COMMENT BEFORE YOU CONTINUE READING THIS FIC
RUNAWAY BRIDE
“Are this the last one?” hayato said as he put the books on the floor.
“i think so...” miku said and smiled at him.
Hayato sat beside her. Looking at the boxes on the other side of the room.
“what’s inside of those?”
“my parents’ cds...” the girl answered.
“can i listen to this??” the man asked. Miku nodded.
“it’s been years since i’d listen to that....” mike said as the song started to play.
“the lyrics are cool...” hayato beamed at her “no wonder why they’re very popular even if they’re...” but he stopped, looking at his girlfriend’s face.
“yeah...” miku said while looking at a picture... “they were really popular back then...” she stood up, still holding the frame.
“i should put this on my table...” she said but her hand slipped, making the frame crashed on the floor.
She immediately pick up the shattered glasses. Hayato went to her side help her.
“are you ok?” hayato asked. “i’ll take care of this, just get me a broom...”
She nodded and walked outside the room. Hayato pick the picture, he notice a paper sticked on the back of it. He opened it, it was a letter.
“hayato...” miku said. “what’s that?”
“i think you have to read this...” hayato said, handing her the papers.
TO JIN,
“daddy’s letter...” miku whispered.
How are you? Why do i have to ask this? I know you’re alright there... do you enjoy watching us from above?
Miku’s starting to ask questions about you. “is papa handsome? When did you two meet? How did he propose? Do i still love you??”
Do i still love you? Of course i do! I still do... and will be...
Do oyu remember when we first met? If you didn’treturn your number tag to jhonny, will we still see each other? I van still remember the look on your face when you’re name wasn’t called... your face was sad. As if you lost the mosr precious thing for you. But it seems that you felt that i’m staring at you, you looked at me smiling sheepishly, saying “you got in??? I’m happy for you!!!”
It was just a simple congratulatory words.... but the smile on your face made me hug you back. You walked outside still having that smile on you.
After an hour you came back. Runnig towards me shouting “kazuya!!! I got in!!!” and hug me tight when you reached my shoulder. We only met that day but i felt that we know each other since we’re in out mothers’ womb... i love the way you smile at me that time. And i started to love everything about akanishi jin....
“are you ok?” hayato asked. Looking at miku’s face. The girl was staring at the first page.
“hayato...” miku said. “i think this isthe answer to my questions...”
You are always beside me... being our sempai’s backdancers we’re fun. Being a junior was fun. But we are ambitious, well all in KAT-TUN are. That’s why we worked harder. To be popular, tobe the ultimate idol, to make it worldwide. Hand in hand, we debuted, you were beside me, from the contract signing to the first shooting of our music video., you werer there. Akanishi jin and kamenashi kazuya. Akame was there. But you leave KAT-TUN. Because jin loves eveything about america. You leave me, akame was gone. My heart shattered into pieces.
But... you came back right? Back to KAT-TUN, back to my arms. I confessed to you, you accepted me... we became lovers. That was the most happiest thing that happened to me... i know that we were meant to be. God chose us to be with each other.
Years later an offer made our love broken into tiny little pieces. Akanishi jin will go solo. KAT-TUN can’t do anything about it. Even if the super idol kamenashi kazuya don’t know what to do.
It made my world become hell. Each passing day without yuo felt liuke a needle piercing in my heart. But my love for you didn’t fade. It will never fade...
Do you remember? When i opened the door and saw you... you are smiling at me, saying “i’m home”. I kissed you and said “welcome back...”
The agency disagreed on our relationship... but all our friends backed us up. Saying that if they don;t agree, jhonny’s entertainment will lose a lot of money because almost all of their talents wil lresighn.
We were so happy. What goo friends we have.
Taking back jhonny’s statements, KAT-TUN was reunited. Everyone came back to normal... well except for the fangirls screaming AKAME!! When we’re on stage. From then on, we don’t have to hide, pretending was not in the options anymore. It was replaced by our publice display of affection.
KAT-TUN made it worldwide. Like what we always sang... we did it! And it was all worth the pain, the sadness ant the tears... KAT-TUN did it... we did it...
And it was like a dream right?having concerts all over the world really felt like a dream to us. But all of those were real... that’s why we always feel really tired tours after tours... we are tired... but contented...
You always got sick, that’s why i told you yo visit a doctor and have a general checkup. I know you hate doctors, but i also know that my puppy eyes attack will always win over you whining. Don’t be angry love, we both know that it’s true ^^
You said you’ll go to the hospital alone. I don’t agree at first, saying that you’ll not go to the hospital and go to pi’s instead. But you kissed me, saying to trust you and you’re not that coward to go alone.
Let me tell you a secret... jin’s kisses can win everything...
That’s why i was curious, when you called me. Asking if i can wait for you outside the house.
I waited for you...
Your car came... you went outside and when you saw me, you smiled.
It was the same smile you had when we first met. So i smiled back, stretching my arms for a hug saying “okaeri!”. You hug me and said “tadaima, my heart...”
You were laughing, i asked why. You let go of the hug. The smile on your face didn’t fade when you said...
“kazuya i’m dying...”
You continued to laugh... while i started to cry...
It’s a disease with no treatment... i ask myself why doies uncured diseases occured? And why did you had to have it?
But you’restrong... saying that it’s alright and let’s just savour your remaining life...
It’s unfair, i think... god is so unfair...
KAT-TUN had to be on hiatus to gace us the chance to live our life like ordinary people. No cameras, no interviews, reporters are nowhere to be seen. America was perfect like you always said.
You asked me to marry you and i gladly accepted. In the eyes of god, we are partners, we are a companion to each other, we are lovers.
We came back to japan. I silently carrying the name “kazuya akanishi” on my heart. The ring on our fingers were the clead evidence. The yellow gold ring are our witnesses.
I was shocked when you said that you want to adopt a child. I know it’s also one of your dreams, to have a family with a child or even children on it. That is the last thing on your dreams list right?
The baby girl sleeping in your arms really looks good on you. I can’t stop myself yo secretly take a picture of you two.
Your body get weaker each passing day.. miku started waling when your feet became numb. But you said that being crippled was not that bad. Because you will always have a chance to carry our baby on your arms while i pushed your wheelchair on the park.
You’re very positive, flashign that smile of yours while i secretly cried.
One night, you said that you death is near.. i hugged you tightly and asked you to sing a song for me and youdid... it was the best song that i heard... you continued, lulling me to sleep. But i don’t want to close my eyes, scared that you’ll be gone when i woke up... i leaned my ear on your chest, listening to your heartbeat... it was so beautiful...
Why did it have to stopped? I asked god, of all the people, why you? Don’t you yhink god is unfair? Is he mad at us? Is this the consequence that i have to take? Many unanswered questiuons filled my mind. And with the sound of your heartbeat and the sound of you’re voice, i fell into a deep slumber...
I saw you in my dream... but the jin i saw was the same jin from ur junior days. You are smiling at me... saying words i can’t hear. I run to you but your so faraway... you were shouting, a light on your back starting to get bigger and take you in. I managed to hold your hand. I was crying...
“don;t cry my love, be strong for our child. And please, don’t blame God. My spirit will always be with you... always smile and continue to live... i love you... and i’ll wait for you...”
It was cold... i opnwened my eyes. Sunrays are hitting my skin but it’s cold...
Your body was cold...
I looked at you, a smile plastered on your peaceful face... i starte tyo cry, but i know tears can’t wake you up.
I looked at the other side of the bed... your hand was placed inside between miku’s crib fences... she’s peacefully sleeping...
While holding your ring finger...
I can’t answer her questuions because i know that i will cry and i don’t want you to see that and worry about me up there... so i wrote this letter hoping that she’ll be able to read it someday...
TO MIKU,
What you had read was jin akanishi... your father. He really loves us... more than we love him... i’m sorry it took so long for you to know the answers to your questions... but i guess that you’re satisfied on what you had read right? Olease don’t get mad at daddy ok? I love you, my angel....
P.S IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND RIGHT NOW, MAKE HIM READ THE NEXT MESSAGES...
“huh?” hayato frowned on what they had read
Miku gave him the last page... but also look at it while hayato read the last messages.
TO MIKU’S BOYFRIEND,
We are looking at you from here... so don’t you dare make our angel cry. If even a single tear fell from her eyes, we will be sure that you will experience hell straight form heaven
FROM KAZUYA
“your parents really scared me...” hayato mumbled while miku laughr hard.
She went to her drawer to get a new picture frame
“but you won’t make me cry... right?” she said while putting the picture on the frame.
“i can’t promise that...” hayato said making his girlfriend raised her eyebrow...
“we may experience what happened to them too...”
Hayato said while looking at the picture now standing on miku’s table.
“but i promise to love you foever... wether who died first. My heart is yours...” and he kissed his girlfriend.
“just like what they did...” he continued while hugging the now crying girl.
“hear that? Papa? Daddy?” miku said while looking at her parents’ smiling faces on the frame. Jin was carrying the baby her in one hand while his other hand was hugging kazuya’s waist. Kazuya was hugging jin back while his other hand is holding baby miku’s hand.
“i said... I LOVE YOU...”
Author: akanishimariko
Pairing(s): akame
Rating: pg
Genre: drama.... a failed angst
Summary: they read kazuya's letter
PLEASE READ THIS AND LEAVE A COMMENT BEFORE YOU CONTINUE READING THIS FIC
RUNAWAY BRIDE
“Are this the last one?” hayato said as he put the books on the floor.
“i think so...” miku said and smiled at him.
Hayato sat beside her. Looking at the boxes on the other side of the room.
“what’s inside of those?”
“my parents’ cds...” the girl answered.
“can i listen to this??” the man asked. Miku nodded.
“it’s been years since i’d listen to that....” mike said as the song started to play.
“the lyrics are cool...” hayato beamed at her “no wonder why they’re very popular even if they’re...” but he stopped, looking at his girlfriend’s face.
“yeah...” miku said while looking at a picture... “they were really popular back then...” she stood up, still holding the frame.
“i should put this on my table...” she said but her hand slipped, making the frame crashed on the floor.
She immediately pick up the shattered glasses. Hayato went to her side help her.
“are you ok?” hayato asked. “i’ll take care of this, just get me a broom...”
She nodded and walked outside the room. Hayato pick the picture, he notice a paper sticked on the back of it. He opened it, it was a letter.
“hayato...” miku said. “what’s that?”
“i think you have to read this...” hayato said, handing her the papers.
TO JIN,
“daddy’s letter...” miku whispered.
How are you? Why do i have to ask this? I know you’re alright there... do you enjoy watching us from above?
Miku’s starting to ask questions about you. “is papa handsome? When did you two meet? How did he propose? Do i still love you??”
Do i still love you? Of course i do! I still do... and will be...
Do oyu remember when we first met? If you didn’treturn your number tag to jhonny, will we still see each other? I van still remember the look on your face when you’re name wasn’t called... your face was sad. As if you lost the mosr precious thing for you. But it seems that you felt that i’m staring at you, you looked at me smiling sheepishly, saying “you got in??? I’m happy for you!!!”
It was just a simple congratulatory words.... but the smile on your face made me hug you back. You walked outside still having that smile on you.
After an hour you came back. Runnig towards me shouting “kazuya!!! I got in!!!” and hug me tight when you reached my shoulder. We only met that day but i felt that we know each other since we’re in out mothers’ womb... i love the way you smile at me that time. And i started to love everything about akanishi jin....
“are you ok?” hayato asked. Looking at miku’s face. The girl was staring at the first page.
“hayato...” miku said. “i think this isthe answer to my questions...”
You are always beside me... being our sempai’s backdancers we’re fun. Being a junior was fun. But we are ambitious, well all in KAT-TUN are. That’s why we worked harder. To be popular, tobe the ultimate idol, to make it worldwide. Hand in hand, we debuted, you were beside me, from the contract signing to the first shooting of our music video., you werer there. Akanishi jin and kamenashi kazuya. Akame was there. But you leave KAT-TUN. Because jin loves eveything about america. You leave me, akame was gone. My heart shattered into pieces.
But... you came back right? Back to KAT-TUN, back to my arms. I confessed to you, you accepted me... we became lovers. That was the most happiest thing that happened to me... i know that we were meant to be. God chose us to be with each other.
Years later an offer made our love broken into tiny little pieces. Akanishi jin will go solo. KAT-TUN can’t do anything about it. Even if the super idol kamenashi kazuya don’t know what to do.
It made my world become hell. Each passing day without yuo felt liuke a needle piercing in my heart. But my love for you didn’t fade. It will never fade...
Do you remember? When i opened the door and saw you... you are smiling at me, saying “i’m home”. I kissed you and said “welcome back...”
The agency disagreed on our relationship... but all our friends backed us up. Saying that if they don;t agree, jhonny’s entertainment will lose a lot of money because almost all of their talents wil lresighn.
We were so happy. What goo friends we have.
Taking back jhonny’s statements, KAT-TUN was reunited. Everyone came back to normal... well except for the fangirls screaming AKAME!! When we’re on stage. From then on, we don’t have to hide, pretending was not in the options anymore. It was replaced by our publice display of affection.
KAT-TUN made it worldwide. Like what we always sang... we did it! And it was all worth the pain, the sadness ant the tears... KAT-TUN did it... we did it...
And it was like a dream right?having concerts all over the world really felt like a dream to us. But all of those were real... that’s why we always feel really tired tours after tours... we are tired... but contented...
You always got sick, that’s why i told you yo visit a doctor and have a general checkup. I know you hate doctors, but i also know that my puppy eyes attack will always win over you whining. Don’t be angry love, we both know that it’s true ^^
You said you’ll go to the hospital alone. I don’t agree at first, saying that you’ll not go to the hospital and go to pi’s instead. But you kissed me, saying to trust you and you’re not that coward to go alone.
Let me tell you a secret... jin’s kisses can win everything...
That’s why i was curious, when you called me. Asking if i can wait for you outside the house.
I waited for you...
Your car came... you went outside and when you saw me, you smiled.
It was the same smile you had when we first met. So i smiled back, stretching my arms for a hug saying “okaeri!”. You hug me and said “tadaima, my heart...”
You were laughing, i asked why. You let go of the hug. The smile on your face didn’t fade when you said...
“kazuya i’m dying...”
You continued to laugh... while i started to cry...
It’s a disease with no treatment... i ask myself why doies uncured diseases occured? And why did you had to have it?
But you’restrong... saying that it’s alright and let’s just savour your remaining life...
It’s unfair, i think... god is so unfair...
KAT-TUN had to be on hiatus to gace us the chance to live our life like ordinary people. No cameras, no interviews, reporters are nowhere to be seen. America was perfect like you always said.
You asked me to marry you and i gladly accepted. In the eyes of god, we are partners, we are a companion to each other, we are lovers.
We came back to japan. I silently carrying the name “kazuya akanishi” on my heart. The ring on our fingers were the clead evidence. The yellow gold ring are our witnesses.
I was shocked when you said that you want to adopt a child. I know it’s also one of your dreams, to have a family with a child or even children on it. That is the last thing on your dreams list right?
The baby girl sleeping in your arms really looks good on you. I can’t stop myself yo secretly take a picture of you two.
Your body get weaker each passing day.. miku started waling when your feet became numb. But you said that being crippled was not that bad. Because you will always have a chance to carry our baby on your arms while i pushed your wheelchair on the park.
You’re very positive, flashign that smile of yours while i secretly cried.
One night, you said that you death is near.. i hugged you tightly and asked you to sing a song for me and youdid... it was the best song that i heard... you continued, lulling me to sleep. But i don’t want to close my eyes, scared that you’ll be gone when i woke up... i leaned my ear on your chest, listening to your heartbeat... it was so beautiful...
Why did it have to stopped? I asked god, of all the people, why you? Don’t you yhink god is unfair? Is he mad at us? Is this the consequence that i have to take? Many unanswered questiuons filled my mind. And with the sound of your heartbeat and the sound of you’re voice, i fell into a deep slumber...
I saw you in my dream... but the jin i saw was the same jin from ur junior days. You are smiling at me... saying words i can’t hear. I run to you but your so faraway... you were shouting, a light on your back starting to get bigger and take you in. I managed to hold your hand. I was crying...
“don;t cry my love, be strong for our child. And please, don’t blame God. My spirit will always be with you... always smile and continue to live... i love you... and i’ll wait for you...”
It was cold... i opnwened my eyes. Sunrays are hitting my skin but it’s cold...
Your body was cold...
I looked at you, a smile plastered on your peaceful face... i starte tyo cry, but i know tears can’t wake you up.
I looked at the other side of the bed... your hand was placed inside between miku’s crib fences... she’s peacefully sleeping...
While holding your ring finger...
I can’t answer her questuions because i know that i will cry and i don’t want you to see that and worry about me up there... so i wrote this letter hoping that she’ll be able to read it someday...
TO MIKU,
What you had read was jin akanishi... your father. He really loves us... more than we love him... i’m sorry it took so long for you to know the answers to your questions... but i guess that you’re satisfied on what you had read right? Olease don’t get mad at daddy ok? I love you, my angel....
P.S IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND RIGHT NOW, MAKE HIM READ THE NEXT MESSAGES...
“huh?” hayato frowned on what they had read
Miku gave him the last page... but also look at it while hayato read the last messages.
TO MIKU’S BOYFRIEND,
We are looking at you from here... so don’t you dare make our angel cry. If even a single tear fell from her eyes, we will be sure that you will experience hell straight form heaven
FROM KAZUYA
“your parents really scared me...” hayato mumbled while miku laughr hard.
She went to her drawer to get a new picture frame
“but you won’t make me cry... right?” she said while putting the picture on the frame.
“i can’t promise that...” hayato said making his girlfriend raised her eyebrow...
“we may experience what happened to them too...”
Hayato said while looking at the picture now standing on miku’s table.
“but i promise to love you foever... wether who died first. My heart is yours...” and he kissed his girlfriend.
“just like what they did...” he continued while hugging the now crying girl.
“hear that? Papa? Daddy?” miku said while looking at her parents’ smiling faces on the frame. Jin was carrying the baby her in one hand while his other hand was hugging kazuya’s waist. Kazuya was hugging jin back while his other hand is holding baby miku’s hand.
“i said... I LOVE YOU...”