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Damn genetics.. am I plagued to continue with a string of medical issues? I know other people have it worse, but its still difficult to deal with the problems laid out to you. Echinacea and steroids (left over from october) for a nasty cold sore ;.; if im swollen tomorrow i'll get drugs.. if anything i suppose im glad it happened the week i dont teach kids classes. Its easy enough to explain a swollen wounded lip to adults, but try kids who wont understand and dont speak your language. No thanks.
im just sick of going to the doctor. And quite frankly, im running out of cash to spend on it o.o; It seems like every time I get medicine to take care of something, the next problem creeps up and presents itself.
I texted Naoko and told her im not coming tomorrow. Im feeling guilty about it but at the same time I dont have the confidence to meet new people with a disgusting face to match >.< Well its really not bad now, but the key word is "yet." I can feel my mouth tingling on the side where its happening and there's nothing i can really do to stop it T.T so frustrating.. and stress makes it worse. Must calm down and focus on healing!
In other non medical news! I like that tv show drive, but its getting cancelled. Hex is interesting but I think I'll get bored with it.
im just sick of going to the doctor. And quite frankly, im running out of cash to spend on it o.o; It seems like every time I get medicine to take care of something, the next problem creeps up and presents itself.
I texted Naoko and told her im not coming tomorrow. Im feeling guilty about it but at the same time I dont have the confidence to meet new people with a disgusting face to match >.< Well its really not bad now, but the key word is "yet." I can feel my mouth tingling on the side where its happening and there's nothing i can really do to stop it T.T so frustrating.. and stress makes it worse. Must calm down and focus on healing!
In other non medical news! I like that tv show drive, but its getting cancelled. Hex is interesting but I think I'll get bored with it.