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Change is difficult. For all those who don't know, my Mom passed away New Years Eve 2010. It's hard living without her. It still feels like she's here, and I'm terrified that warmth will go away, or I'll forget little things like how her voice sounded, or how it felt to hug her. She's always on my mind, and it's a bittersweet feeling. I'm glad to have known her for the wonderful, strong woman that she was, but I didn't think I would be able to live without her. That thought passed through my mind weeks before she died...and I'm still trying to work through the aftermath.