I saw this post again in Tumblr and it reminds me of worries when i was still in collage.
Two years ago I worried of what will happen to me after graduation, Do I get a good job?in line with what I pursue on my collage?
Then I watch Hayami-san to Yobareru Hi and there is an episode where Nakamaru yuichi looking for the job based on what he pursue in college but company is rejecting him. And he realize that his childhood dream and decided to pursue it. After I watched that certain episode I start to worry for my self,I don't have a major in my course,I didn't excel very well in our class,I think i don't have any special skill. What if I become like yuichi in the story that keep on searching for a good company but keep on rejecting me, i'm so afraid. I am just a happy go lucky type student who goes to the flow!And then I search for what i like i try baking, cooking, Flairtending, barista and a lot more that has a connection to my course but in the end i'm still confuse and can't make up my mind!(TANGA KO!)
One year passed and I graduate,expecting nothing in the corporate world, I expecting that I will get my job after 6 months. I apply many hotel and restaurant,Sometimes i expect that my admire company will hire me but not, and didn't expect that I got called in to the company that i least expected because i thinking that they have high standard. When I took a exam I didn't expect that i passed the exam because their exam is too hard it's like a entrance examination in collage and I'm just playing with the exam. After the exam they interview me, I remember I have a fever and runny nose that time and I can't speak and think of my answer properly but after that the interviewer shook my hand and told me that i'm hired.
Thanks to that drama that made me realize and think for my future,I just need to trust myself that I can do it. After a year I can say that I have a Sogood Experience and Memories with my current job.