{Personal} Love = S**K
At the moment, my heart is blank and life is so angst.
All I have are memories of happiness and fantasy of liveliness.
I am tired of fairy tales and emotional sways.
Being in love is tough but enough is enough.
Promises turned bluffs and NOW YOU JUST STFU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hontoni Gomennasai for posting like this at this kind of time.
But, this is what I exactly feeling right now and I can't keep inside and want to pour out.
I want to dig up all the love in my heart for him and cut off the part which still love him.
I don't understand why I am not enough for him.
I keep reminding myself that this is not the first time.
Yeah.. but every single time, I got hurt.
Why I love someone who hurt me so much more than he loves me.
Can you believe that he slipped pet name of his other girl while talking to me on the phone?
I am so pissed off.
For god sake, i have been in a relationship with him for 10 f**king years and married for 2 years already.
GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And you know what ? He just hang up on me.