[fic] Catch Me - Eleventh Cut ~More~
Title: Catch Me
Pairing: Jin x Kame
Rating: NC-17
Genre - Catch Me: AU, angst, romance, smut
Beta by: my cat. okay, seriously, nobody
Disclaimer: I don't own KAT-TUN, any of its members, any other JE people. I write this for fun and for other fans of these fine folks. But don't steal my plots, mmkay? I put a great deal of time into them except for when I'm randomly spastically spitting words onto a page. But I value those too...
Summary - Catch Me: A dramatic turn in his life throws Kame into Jin's college world. Almost immediately they notice an attraction, but they spend more time clashing than not.
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Catch Me
Eleventh Cut ~More~
Over the next week or so, Koki continued to sulk. And it felt like he had nobody to blame but himself. Kame thought he was joking all those years. Hell, he thought he was joking all those years. But now, when Kame had come back into his life after three years had passed - well, three and a half was closer to the truth - Koki started to understand.
Oh, he’d denied it to himself, of course. Kame was obviously straight. And Koki knew he wasn’t gay, himself. Or was he? Liking a guy was kind of the definition, wasn’t it? No, no. He wasn’t gay. So neither of them were gay. Only then he’d foolishly offered to kiss Kame at the club and then Yamapi asked him if he was gay so he had to come up with something. Some answer that would tell Kame he wasn’t joking and that wouldn’t make himself sound all girly. Because he realized in that moment that he had meant it.
“But it’s Kame…” Seriously, he felt like kicking himself after he said it. Everyone laughed, assuming it was a joke yet again so he had to laugh with them.
And then Kame had left.
But it was okay. Kame was straight. Koki tried not to beat himself up over it. He never stood a chance, after all. Wrong plumbing and all that.
Only then, the very next morning, Kame and Jin swept into the dorm common room announcing their undying love. Well, the word they used was “dating” but to Koki it was just the same.
That was the moment Koki couldn’t lie to himself anymore. “You’re what?!” He practically teleported to the side of the younger, grabbing Kame’s arm. “Tell me he’s lying! You’re my Turtle Boyfriend, aren’t you? Since when are you gay?”
Junno said something and Koki snapped some answer back at him but his eyes never left Kame and he was still clutching desperately to his arm. But then Kame said the words, the ones that crushed his heart. “Not your boyfriend, Baldie.”
He even giggled.
Even now, Kame thought he was joking. It hurt.
And then Maru was suddenly pulling him aside and Koki finally let go of Kame’s arm.
Once they were in a corner, Maru said, “You had to know he’d date someone eventually.”
“But… but…”
In a low voice, Maru cut him off, “But you really do love him, don’t you?”
“I think I do. God, how fucked up is that? He’s a guy. A guy! And we grew up together, the three of us…”
“I thought this might happen when he finally was dating someone… Look, you can get so rash sometimes. Just… give this time. Give them time.”
Nakamaru had said more, but it really didn’t sink in because Koki entered full sulk mode.
It was so annoying that nobody else even took his jealous sulking seriously.
But over the next few days even Koki couldn’t ignore the tender glances Kame and Jin gave each other. He noticed the casual touches and the smiles they brought. Kame smiling like that…
It was a smile that lit up the whole room, really. A smile worth sucking up his own pain just to keep it bright and powerful and constant. A week and a half was enough time to spend dwelling on what he didn’t have when at least he could see Kame smile like that. Maybe it was time to just be happy for his two friends.
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Ueda was glad his plan had worked after all. After Jin had confessed his feelings for Kame (confirming his suspicions based on Jin’s strange behavior and Kame’s strange questions) Ueda had come up with a plan to get them to face each other and clear the air.
Once he saw the mess that was Jin’s bed and the state Jin was in, he knew the other would not have the energy to clear it off to go to sleep. He’d probably pass out. That meant when Kame came back, he’d have no choice but to wake Jin.
Then, hopefully, they’d talk. And they’d both survive the night.
So Ueda told Jin to eat and go to sleep. He then crept swiftly but silently back to his room, doing his utmost to avoid meeting Kame on the way as he did not know when his friends would be back from the club. That was the second part of the plan, actually. If Ueda read Jin’s garbled narrative and body language, Kame wouldn’t want to go back to the room. He’d come asking for a place to stay.
And since Ueda didn’t have the heart to deny him place to sleep if they were face to face, he’d simply pretend to be asleep and not answer the door.
Yes. That was the reason…
It had nothing to do with the tears that started as soon as Jin’s door closed behind him on his way back to his own room.
And his plan did work, even better than he expected. And Ueda was truly happy it did. He wanted Jin to be happy and Kame was a sweet boy. He’d be good to Jin.
And as for himself? He cried himself to sleep a couple nights and then resolved to move on. Like the good friend he hoped to remain to both of them.
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“This really is the best part of the day,” Kame said to Jin, his breath tickling across Jin’s bare chest. It was almost their three-week anniversary and the two of them were lying on Kame’s bed.
A shiver ran through Jin’s body and he chuckled. “Which part? The part where we just ate?” Jin teased.
“No…” Kame’s turn to chuckle. He started slowly tracing small circles on Jin’s stomach. “Any other guesses?”
“Hmm…” and Jin put on a contemplative face, trying to bite back a soft moan. “The part where we’re both done studying for the day?” He licked his lips which had mysteriously gone dry. If Kame had any idea what he did to him… three weeks with no sex, waiting for Kame to be ready. Jin had gone longer than that before, no problem. The waiting wouldn’t be so hard now (pun intended) except Kame was so incredibly irresistible. Jin had no doubt he would prove worth the wait but that didn’t quiet his ache for the younger.
“Bzzzz. Wrong.”
“Well, maybe I’d do better if I wasn’t so distracted by somebody’s hand…”
Kame’s hand stopped moving. Actually, his whole body stilled in Jin’s arms. Concerned, Jin rolled a bit more on his side to face Kame. The younger started to mumble, “How about I give you a reward if you guess right…” And he buried his face against Jin’s chest.
Jin was intrigued. In a seductive voice he asked, “What kind of reward?”
But Kame just whispered something into Jin’s chest he couldn’t make out. Jin tangled his hand carefully in Kame’s hair and - ever so gently! - pulled the younger’s head back so he could see his face. Kame’s cheeks were bright red and his eyes were… well, dripping with desire but also, at least to Jin, it seemed almost like they were scared.
“…Kame? Did… I say something… um, wrong?”
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Oh god oh god… Kame was sure his cheeks were completely red. “No! I mean, no, you didn’t… but I… want…” Oh god…
He wanted to do more. With Jin. More than just kissing and holding hands and telling funny stories about their childhood. More than tongues and hands on chest and stomach. His body was going crazy and he didn’t know what to do about it but what he did know is that he wanted Jin. Desperately.
And he had no idea how to ask for it. Or if he was even supposed to ask. How do those sorts of things work, anyway? Was he just supposed to reach over and touch or…
He still wasn’t ready to go all the way. Kame knew that much. But he was pretty sure he was ready for more.
“That is… if you want… I want…”
There was a long pause. Finally, Kame’s embarrassment won out. “Nevermind…” he quickly said, rolling over to his other side and snuggling his back against Jin’s chest.
Softly, Jin whispered in his ear, “You don’t ever have to be embarrassed or shy with me, Kame.”
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Jin finally figured out what was going on and felt dense for taking so long to pick up on it. Kame was, in his adorable self-conscious way, trying to take the next step with Jin but was too embarrassed to just grope away or ask straightforwardly.
Well, Jin could handle that. He nipped gently at the point where Kame’s neck and shoulders met. He heard Kame gasp in surprise which turned into small whimpers as Jin kissed a line the rest of the way down Kame’s shoulder.
“Nice?” Jin asked him.
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Kame couldn’t answer him. All he could do was close his eyes and enjoy it.
“Tell me when to stop and I will,” Jin promised as he tugged at Kame’s shoulder. Kame obliged him, stretching out underneath Jin. The tension from his embarrassment melted away with the soft kisses Jin gave him, one right after another. Start at the lips. Hollow of the throat. Collarbone. Quick flick of the tongue on his right nipple. Another on his left (so it won’t get jealous, Jin said). Bellybutton.
Then Jin took the same route back up to kiss him fully on the lips.
The room was getting very hot as Kame’s mouth sought out the sensitive spot on Jin’s collarbone. Jin cried out for him and then suddenly grabbed his wrists, pinning Kame’s arms above his head before licking his way slowly down Kame’s chest.
Even after Jin let go of his wrists, Kame left his arms above his head. He whimpered at each flick of Jin’s tongue and when Jin got to the top of his pants and slowly unzipped them, it never occurred to Kame to stop him.
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Jin had never realized there was a spot that sensitive on him until that first time Kame’s lips were on his collarbone. It felt as good this time as it did that very first time. All of the pent up need that had been building over the last three weeks came back to the surface and he couldn’t take it anymore. He grabbed Kame’s wrists and held them down above his head in an attempt to regain control over what was happening before he went completely mad with desire. He was trying his best to keep a clear head. Kame was so innocent and Jin didn’t want to completely lose control around him yet…
…especially given how responsive Kame’s body seemed to be. The slightest touches and kisses caused his whole body to writhe beneath Jin’s and his moans were growing steadily louder. Jin licked his way down Kame’s chest, hesitating just above his pants.
This time, Kame didn’t tell him to stop, so after that brief hesitation, Jin unzipped and removed Kame’s pants. Truth be told, Jin was a bit nervous about what he was about to do. He never would have imagined doing this, though he’d had it done to him.
But it seemed fitting that for an experience that was completely new to Kame, there would be something new for Jin as well. It was something they could share that they’d never done before and Jin liked the idea of that. Besides, his whole body was screaming its need. He could tell Kame’s was as well.
Jin carefully took Kame into his mouth, sucking gently at first but more vigorously as he grew comfortable with what he was doing. Kame was moaning loudly as he snaked his fingers through Jin’s hair. Jin pulled back and started to tease Kame with lips and tongue.
“Jin…” Kame begged in a broken voice, “Please… please…”
And finally Jin stopped teasing and Kame came with a loud cry.
But Kame surprised him. As Jin crawled back up to be level with Kame, the younger suddenly grabbed him by the shoulders and rolled the two of them over so he could be on top. Pulling Jin’s pant off roughly, he returned the favor. And Jin thought it was probably the most fantastic blow-job he’d ever had. The surprise of it made it that much hotter, too. He wanted it to last, but he couldn’t hold out under the combination of Kame’s skill, his sudden assertiveness, and the sight of him as Jin looked down to watch. His orgasm hit and left his whole body weak.
Kame started coughing, banging his chest with a fist as he laid back down with Jin. “Think some of that went in the wrong pipe…” he confessed, blushing.
“Sorry about that, Kazu-chan…” Jin apologized contritely.
Kame giggled in Jin’s arms. “You called me Kazu-chan… Nobody ever calls me that.”
“No good?”
“I like it. You can call me Kazu-chan. But only you!” he said in an unbearably cute voice.
“So, uh… that felt amazing.”
“Did it?” Kame smiled that bright, wonderful smile that Jin loved so much.
“Yes. And, uh, you really surprised me when you did that.” Wow. Jin realized he must sound pretty pathetic, barely able to string sentences together. But Kame didn’t call him out over it.
Kame blushed bright red. “I didn’t mean to. Surprise you, that is. I just… what you did to me, I never felt something like that and then suddenly I wanted to make you feel it too because it was good… I’m sorry…”
“God, no, Kame. Don’t apologize for that. Don’t apologize at all…” Jin said, smiling to himself. “So, is it the time where we know we don’t have class the next day?”
Kame looks at him, confusion plainly written across his face. Then his expression changes to one of understanding and he said, “Bzz. Wrong! Don’t make me introduce penalties for wrong guesses.”
“Kaaaaazu….”
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A/N: I hope you like it.
The story continues:
Twelfth Cut ~The Finale~
Pairing: Jin x Kame
Rating: NC-17
Genre - Catch Me: AU, angst, romance, smut
Beta by: my cat. okay, seriously, nobody
Disclaimer: I don't own KAT-TUN, any of its members, any other JE people. I write this for fun and for other fans of these fine folks. But don't steal my plots, mmkay? I put a great deal of time into them except for when I'm randomly spastically spitting words onto a page. But I value those too...
Summary - Catch Me: A dramatic turn in his life throws Kame into Jin's college world. Almost immediately they notice an attraction, but they spend more time clashing than not.
On my journal: Catch Me, Lose Me, Find Me, Heal Me
On the akame_ Community: Catch Me, Lose Me, Find Me, Heal Me
On the akame_fanfics Community: Catch Me, Lose Me, Find Me, Heal Me
On the kattun_fanfics Community: Catch Me, Lose Me, Find Me, Heal Me
A/N: More. Enjoy!
Catch Me
Eleventh Cut ~More~
Over the next week or so, Koki continued to sulk. And it felt like he had nobody to blame but himself. Kame thought he was joking all those years. Hell, he thought he was joking all those years. But now, when Kame had come back into his life after three years had passed - well, three and a half was closer to the truth - Koki started to understand.
Oh, he’d denied it to himself, of course. Kame was obviously straight. And Koki knew he wasn’t gay, himself. Or was he? Liking a guy was kind of the definition, wasn’t it? No, no. He wasn’t gay. So neither of them were gay. Only then he’d foolishly offered to kiss Kame at the club and then Yamapi asked him if he was gay so he had to come up with something. Some answer that would tell Kame he wasn’t joking and that wouldn’t make himself sound all girly. Because he realized in that moment that he had meant it.
“But it’s Kame…” Seriously, he felt like kicking himself after he said it. Everyone laughed, assuming it was a joke yet again so he had to laugh with them.
And then Kame had left.
But it was okay. Kame was straight. Koki tried not to beat himself up over it. He never stood a chance, after all. Wrong plumbing and all that.
Only then, the very next morning, Kame and Jin swept into the dorm common room announcing their undying love. Well, the word they used was “dating” but to Koki it was just the same.
That was the moment Koki couldn’t lie to himself anymore. “You’re what?!” He practically teleported to the side of the younger, grabbing Kame’s arm. “Tell me he’s lying! You’re my Turtle Boyfriend, aren’t you? Since when are you gay?”
Junno said something and Koki snapped some answer back at him but his eyes never left Kame and he was still clutching desperately to his arm. But then Kame said the words, the ones that crushed his heart. “Not your boyfriend, Baldie.”
He even giggled.
Even now, Kame thought he was joking. It hurt.
And then Maru was suddenly pulling him aside and Koki finally let go of Kame’s arm.
Once they were in a corner, Maru said, “You had to know he’d date someone eventually.”
“But… but…”
In a low voice, Maru cut him off, “But you really do love him, don’t you?”
“I think I do. God, how fucked up is that? He’s a guy. A guy! And we grew up together, the three of us…”
“I thought this might happen when he finally was dating someone… Look, you can get so rash sometimes. Just… give this time. Give them time.”
Nakamaru had said more, but it really didn’t sink in because Koki entered full sulk mode.
It was so annoying that nobody else even took his jealous sulking seriously.
But over the next few days even Koki couldn’t ignore the tender glances Kame and Jin gave each other. He noticed the casual touches and the smiles they brought. Kame smiling like that…
It was a smile that lit up the whole room, really. A smile worth sucking up his own pain just to keep it bright and powerful and constant. A week and a half was enough time to spend dwelling on what he didn’t have when at least he could see Kame smile like that. Maybe it was time to just be happy for his two friends.
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Ueda was glad his plan had worked after all. After Jin had confessed his feelings for Kame (confirming his suspicions based on Jin’s strange behavior and Kame’s strange questions) Ueda had come up with a plan to get them to face each other and clear the air.
Once he saw the mess that was Jin’s bed and the state Jin was in, he knew the other would not have the energy to clear it off to go to sleep. He’d probably pass out. That meant when Kame came back, he’d have no choice but to wake Jin.
Then, hopefully, they’d talk. And they’d both survive the night.
So Ueda told Jin to eat and go to sleep. He then crept swiftly but silently back to his room, doing his utmost to avoid meeting Kame on the way as he did not know when his friends would be back from the club. That was the second part of the plan, actually. If Ueda read Jin’s garbled narrative and body language, Kame wouldn’t want to go back to the room. He’d come asking for a place to stay.
And since Ueda didn’t have the heart to deny him place to sleep if they were face to face, he’d simply pretend to be asleep and not answer the door.
Yes. That was the reason…
It had nothing to do with the tears that started as soon as Jin’s door closed behind him on his way back to his own room.
And his plan did work, even better than he expected. And Ueda was truly happy it did. He wanted Jin to be happy and Kame was a sweet boy. He’d be good to Jin.
And as for himself? He cried himself to sleep a couple nights and then resolved to move on. Like the good friend he hoped to remain to both of them.
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“This really is the best part of the day,” Kame said to Jin, his breath tickling across Jin’s bare chest. It was almost their three-week anniversary and the two of them were lying on Kame’s bed.
A shiver ran through Jin’s body and he chuckled. “Which part? The part where we just ate?” Jin teased.
“No…” Kame’s turn to chuckle. He started slowly tracing small circles on Jin’s stomach. “Any other guesses?”
“Hmm…” and Jin put on a contemplative face, trying to bite back a soft moan. “The part where we’re both done studying for the day?” He licked his lips which had mysteriously gone dry. If Kame had any idea what he did to him… three weeks with no sex, waiting for Kame to be ready. Jin had gone longer than that before, no problem. The waiting wouldn’t be so hard now (pun intended) except Kame was so incredibly irresistible. Jin had no doubt he would prove worth the wait but that didn’t quiet his ache for the younger.
“Bzzzz. Wrong.”
“Well, maybe I’d do better if I wasn’t so distracted by somebody’s hand…”
Kame’s hand stopped moving. Actually, his whole body stilled in Jin’s arms. Concerned, Jin rolled a bit more on his side to face Kame. The younger started to mumble, “How about I give you a reward if you guess right…” And he buried his face against Jin’s chest.
Jin was intrigued. In a seductive voice he asked, “What kind of reward?”
But Kame just whispered something into Jin’s chest he couldn’t make out. Jin tangled his hand carefully in Kame’s hair and - ever so gently! - pulled the younger’s head back so he could see his face. Kame’s cheeks were bright red and his eyes were… well, dripping with desire but also, at least to Jin, it seemed almost like they were scared.
“…Kame? Did… I say something… um, wrong?”
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Oh god oh god… Kame was sure his cheeks were completely red. “No! I mean, no, you didn’t… but I… want…” Oh god…
He wanted to do more. With Jin. More than just kissing and holding hands and telling funny stories about their childhood. More than tongues and hands on chest and stomach. His body was going crazy and he didn’t know what to do about it but what he did know is that he wanted Jin. Desperately.
And he had no idea how to ask for it. Or if he was even supposed to ask. How do those sorts of things work, anyway? Was he just supposed to reach over and touch or…
He still wasn’t ready to go all the way. Kame knew that much. But he was pretty sure he was ready for more.
“That is… if you want… I want…”
There was a long pause. Finally, Kame’s embarrassment won out. “Nevermind…” he quickly said, rolling over to his other side and snuggling his back against Jin’s chest.
Softly, Jin whispered in his ear, “You don’t ever have to be embarrassed or shy with me, Kame.”
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Jin finally figured out what was going on and felt dense for taking so long to pick up on it. Kame was, in his adorable self-conscious way, trying to take the next step with Jin but was too embarrassed to just grope away or ask straightforwardly.
Well, Jin could handle that. He nipped gently at the point where Kame’s neck and shoulders met. He heard Kame gasp in surprise which turned into small whimpers as Jin kissed a line the rest of the way down Kame’s shoulder.
“Nice?” Jin asked him.
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Kame couldn’t answer him. All he could do was close his eyes and enjoy it.
“Tell me when to stop and I will,” Jin promised as he tugged at Kame’s shoulder. Kame obliged him, stretching out underneath Jin. The tension from his embarrassment melted away with the soft kisses Jin gave him, one right after another. Start at the lips. Hollow of the throat. Collarbone. Quick flick of the tongue on his right nipple. Another on his left (so it won’t get jealous, Jin said). Bellybutton.
Then Jin took the same route back up to kiss him fully on the lips.
The room was getting very hot as Kame’s mouth sought out the sensitive spot on Jin’s collarbone. Jin cried out for him and then suddenly grabbed his wrists, pinning Kame’s arms above his head before licking his way slowly down Kame’s chest.
Even after Jin let go of his wrists, Kame left his arms above his head. He whimpered at each flick of Jin’s tongue and when Jin got to the top of his pants and slowly unzipped them, it never occurred to Kame to stop him.
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Jin had never realized there was a spot that sensitive on him until that first time Kame’s lips were on his collarbone. It felt as good this time as it did that very first time. All of the pent up need that had been building over the last three weeks came back to the surface and he couldn’t take it anymore. He grabbed Kame’s wrists and held them down above his head in an attempt to regain control over what was happening before he went completely mad with desire. He was trying his best to keep a clear head. Kame was so innocent and Jin didn’t want to completely lose control around him yet…
…especially given how responsive Kame’s body seemed to be. The slightest touches and kisses caused his whole body to writhe beneath Jin’s and his moans were growing steadily louder. Jin licked his way down Kame’s chest, hesitating just above his pants.
This time, Kame didn’t tell him to stop, so after that brief hesitation, Jin unzipped and removed Kame’s pants. Truth be told, Jin was a bit nervous about what he was about to do. He never would have imagined doing this, though he’d had it done to him.
But it seemed fitting that for an experience that was completely new to Kame, there would be something new for Jin as well. It was something they could share that they’d never done before and Jin liked the idea of that. Besides, his whole body was screaming its need. He could tell Kame’s was as well.
Jin carefully took Kame into his mouth, sucking gently at first but more vigorously as he grew comfortable with what he was doing. Kame was moaning loudly as he snaked his fingers through Jin’s hair. Jin pulled back and started to tease Kame with lips and tongue.
“Jin…” Kame begged in a broken voice, “Please… please…”
And finally Jin stopped teasing and Kame came with a loud cry.
But Kame surprised him. As Jin crawled back up to be level with Kame, the younger suddenly grabbed him by the shoulders and rolled the two of them over so he could be on top. Pulling Jin’s pant off roughly, he returned the favor. And Jin thought it was probably the most fantastic blow-job he’d ever had. The surprise of it made it that much hotter, too. He wanted it to last, but he couldn’t hold out under the combination of Kame’s skill, his sudden assertiveness, and the sight of him as Jin looked down to watch. His orgasm hit and left his whole body weak.
Kame started coughing, banging his chest with a fist as he laid back down with Jin. “Think some of that went in the wrong pipe…” he confessed, blushing.
“Sorry about that, Kazu-chan…” Jin apologized contritely.
Kame giggled in Jin’s arms. “You called me Kazu-chan… Nobody ever calls me that.”
“No good?”
“I like it. You can call me Kazu-chan. But only you!” he said in an unbearably cute voice.
“So, uh… that felt amazing.”
“Did it?” Kame smiled that bright, wonderful smile that Jin loved so much.
“Yes. And, uh, you really surprised me when you did that.” Wow. Jin realized he must sound pretty pathetic, barely able to string sentences together. But Kame didn’t call him out over it.
Kame blushed bright red. “I didn’t mean to. Surprise you, that is. I just… what you did to me, I never felt something like that and then suddenly I wanted to make you feel it too because it was good… I’m sorry…”
“God, no, Kame. Don’t apologize for that. Don’t apologize at all…” Jin said, smiling to himself. “So, is it the time where we know we don’t have class the next day?”
Kame looks at him, confusion plainly written across his face. Then his expression changes to one of understanding and he said, “Bzz. Wrong! Don’t make me introduce penalties for wrong guesses.”
“Kaaaaazu….”
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A/N: I hope you like it.
The story continues:
Twelfth Cut ~The Finale~