[fic] Lose Me Omake
Title: Lose Me - Omake
Pairing: Jin x Tatsuya
Rating: NC-17
Genre: smut
Disclaimer: I don't own KAT-TUN, any of its members, any other JE people. I write this for fun and for other fans of these fine folks. But don't steal my plots, mmkay? I put a great deal of time into them except for when I'm randomly spastically spitting words onto a page. But I value those too...
Summary: Jin believes Kame has cheated on him with Ryo and tries to forget.
Author's Note: This scene belongs in the “Lose Me” arc of CMLMFMHM. So that it makes sense, the very beginning and the bit at the end is actually directly quoted from the fic, but the approx. 450 words in the middle is brand new and is technically the drabble I’m posting. The place in the original story it goes is the Sixth Cut ~Devolution of the Plan~.
Lose Me Omake
Jin heard a knock on his door but he didn’t feel like answering it. He heard a familiar voice call, “Jin? Are you in there?” just before the knob turned and Tatsuya walked in.
Jin was completely exhausted, mentally and physically. He did his best to maintain a blank face but he had a suspicion that Tatsuya saw right through to his sadness. “What did Kame have to say?”
“He cheated on me, Tat-chan!” And Jin couldn’t hold back the tears any longer. “He cheated! He slept with Ryo.”
“I’m so sorry, Jin. Are you sure?”
“I’m sure. He doesn’t deny it. And he lied to me.” Tatsuya sat down next to him and put his arms comfortingly around Jin’s shoulders. And that’s when the dam in Jin’s heart finally gave out and he buried his face in his friend’s shirt, clenching the fabric tightly with both hands, sobbing hysterically.
All those things Jin thought were his alone… that special smile, those soft lips, the adorable blush…
Was Ryo even the first? Were there others? How long had Kame been lying to him?
Looking up at Tatsuya’s face, he cried, “Please tell me this is just a dream! This can’t be real. It’s not real, right?”
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“It’s not a dream…”
So Kame really had slept with Ryo after all.
Tatsuya couldn’t believe it. But… even if Kame admitted it, he felt like he was still missing an important piece of the puzzle. There was something else going on.
He leaned down to kiss Jin on the forehead, just a friendly gesture of comfort. But somehow another part of him, the one that wanted Jin so desperately, took over and in a move that surprised both men, he pressed his lips to Jin’s.
Jin jerked back in shock, staring. “Tat-chan?”
Guilt spread rapidly through Tatsuya and he was about to apologize and excuse himself when Jin, still holding fistfuls of Tatsuya’s shirt, suddenly leaned back into him with a burning kiss that left both of them breathless.
The guilt only intensified and Tatsuya tried to pull away. In a raspy voice he said, “I shouldn’t have… this… it’s taking advan-”
But Jin jerked him back, kissing him hard enough to bruise. “Don’t care…” And Jin yanked Tatsuya’s shirt over his head and then pushed him the rest of the way down on top of the bed. “Let’s have some fun.”
He knew he shouldn’t. He really did. But his secret desire and Jin’s insistence finally won out over his guilt and he gave himself over to Jin’s frenetic touches. Tatsuya shut all other thoughts away deep inside and just enjoyed this thing he’d wanted for so very long.
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There was no tenderness in Jin’s kisses but Tatsuya didn’t seem to mind one bit. Actually, he was responding so powerfully that it made Jin wonder just how long Tatsuya had secretly wanted this and also how he could possibly have overlooked it.
It was different kissing Tatsuya. His lips were soft but not like Kame’s…
No. No, he wasn’t going to think about him. He was doing this to forget.
Actually, there was one thing common to both men. Tatsuya and Kame both responded so strongly to every little touch. When Jin’s hand slipped down between them and into Tatsuya’s pants, he found his friend hard already, despite the fact they’d just started and weren’t even completely naked yet. And normally he’d want to take his time, but not now.
Jin stripped Tatsuya of his pants so quickly they nearly ripped, but yet again Tatsuya didn’t seem to mind. He was throwing himself fully into this just like Jin was and the small voice at the back of Jin’s mind was screaming for him to stop but he didn’t listen. He couldn’t listen, not if he wanted to forget.
In next to no time, he had removed his own pants as well. Tatsuya was grinding against him as best he could, desperately seeking relief. Jin wasted no time but rather slipped a finger into Tatsuya’s hole, preparing him for what was to follow.
“Jin…” Tatsuya moaned, his eyes fluttering closed, “P-please… I want…” It was apparently all he could get out, though.
It was enough. Jin removed his finger and positioned himself properly between Tatsuya’s legs. As he pushed in, Tatsuya’s back arched and his nails dug into Jin’s shoulders. Jin had to bite his tongue to stop himself from moaning Kame’s name as he started a hard rhythm.
Instead, he pulled out, flipped Tatsuya roughly over, and pushed back in, thrusting with renewed vigor.
It didn’t take long for both of them to come.
Jin pulled out and rolled onto his back next to Tatsuya who was trying to get his breath back. The air was tense with everything unspoken between the two of them but they left it alone. They both lay there for what felt like forever but Tatsuya finally got up and retrieved his clothes from the floor.
The look he shot Jin was full of many emotions but the shock of everything that happened that day was finally taking its toll on Jin and he was numb. He let Tatsuya dress without so much as a word but as his friend reached for the doorknob to leave, everything hit Jin at once.
“Don’t tell anyone! Please, I don’t want them to know…”
+++
When Ueda finally left Jin’s room that night, the last thing Jin did was to beg him not to tell the others Kame had cheated on him. Ueda’s sense of guilt was so great by this time that Jin could have asked him to commit murder and he’d probably agree.
What was he thinking, sleeping with Jin when he was in such a vulnerable state?
Some friend he was…
Sighing, he retreated to his own room to take a shower. Now that he was back in his head and not some fantasy or his hormones, he resolved to talk to Ryo first thing tomorrow. No amount of buyer’s remorse added up to the behavior Kame exhibited in the kitchen a few hours earlier. Not that Ueda was an expert but, if he didn’t know better, he’d think Kame was raped.
But that didn’t make sense, either, because then surely Kame would have told Jin it wasn’t his fault. He would have explained. And Ryo wouldn’t have offered Kame a place to stay for the night. Besides, Kame was a fighter and there were no wounds - scratch that; there were no visible wounds - anywhere on Kame.
Yes, Ueda would definitely talk to Ryo in the morning.
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A/N: There you go.
Pairing: Jin x Tatsuya
Rating: NC-17
Genre: smut
Disclaimer: I don't own KAT-TUN, any of its members, any other JE people. I write this for fun and for other fans of these fine folks. But don't steal my plots, mmkay? I put a great deal of time into them except for when I'm randomly spastically spitting words onto a page. But I value those too...
Summary: Jin believes Kame has cheated on him with Ryo and tries to forget.
Author's Note: This scene belongs in the “Lose Me” arc of CMLMFMHM. So that it makes sense, the very beginning and the bit at the end is actually directly quoted from the fic, but the approx. 450 words in the middle is brand new and is technically the drabble I’m posting. The place in the original story it goes is the Sixth Cut ~Devolution of the Plan~.
Lose Me Omake
Jin heard a knock on his door but he didn’t feel like answering it. He heard a familiar voice call, “Jin? Are you in there?” just before the knob turned and Tatsuya walked in.
Jin was completely exhausted, mentally and physically. He did his best to maintain a blank face but he had a suspicion that Tatsuya saw right through to his sadness. “What did Kame have to say?”
“He cheated on me, Tat-chan!” And Jin couldn’t hold back the tears any longer. “He cheated! He slept with Ryo.”
“I’m so sorry, Jin. Are you sure?”
“I’m sure. He doesn’t deny it. And he lied to me.” Tatsuya sat down next to him and put his arms comfortingly around Jin’s shoulders. And that’s when the dam in Jin’s heart finally gave out and he buried his face in his friend’s shirt, clenching the fabric tightly with both hands, sobbing hysterically.
All those things Jin thought were his alone… that special smile, those soft lips, the adorable blush…
Was Ryo even the first? Were there others? How long had Kame been lying to him?
Looking up at Tatsuya’s face, he cried, “Please tell me this is just a dream! This can’t be real. It’s not real, right?”
+++
“It’s not a dream…”
So Kame really had slept with Ryo after all.
Tatsuya couldn’t believe it. But… even if Kame admitted it, he felt like he was still missing an important piece of the puzzle. There was something else going on.
He leaned down to kiss Jin on the forehead, just a friendly gesture of comfort. But somehow another part of him, the one that wanted Jin so desperately, took over and in a move that surprised both men, he pressed his lips to Jin’s.
Jin jerked back in shock, staring. “Tat-chan?”
Guilt spread rapidly through Tatsuya and he was about to apologize and excuse himself when Jin, still holding fistfuls of Tatsuya’s shirt, suddenly leaned back into him with a burning kiss that left both of them breathless.
The guilt only intensified and Tatsuya tried to pull away. In a raspy voice he said, “I shouldn’t have… this… it’s taking advan-”
But Jin jerked him back, kissing him hard enough to bruise. “Don’t care…” And Jin yanked Tatsuya’s shirt over his head and then pushed him the rest of the way down on top of the bed. “Let’s have some fun.”
He knew he shouldn’t. He really did. But his secret desire and Jin’s insistence finally won out over his guilt and he gave himself over to Jin’s frenetic touches. Tatsuya shut all other thoughts away deep inside and just enjoyed this thing he’d wanted for so very long.
+++
There was no tenderness in Jin’s kisses but Tatsuya didn’t seem to mind one bit. Actually, he was responding so powerfully that it made Jin wonder just how long Tatsuya had secretly wanted this and also how he could possibly have overlooked it.
It was different kissing Tatsuya. His lips were soft but not like Kame’s…
No. No, he wasn’t going to think about him. He was doing this to forget.
Actually, there was one thing common to both men. Tatsuya and Kame both responded so strongly to every little touch. When Jin’s hand slipped down between them and into Tatsuya’s pants, he found his friend hard already, despite the fact they’d just started and weren’t even completely naked yet. And normally he’d want to take his time, but not now.
Jin stripped Tatsuya of his pants so quickly they nearly ripped, but yet again Tatsuya didn’t seem to mind. He was throwing himself fully into this just like Jin was and the small voice at the back of Jin’s mind was screaming for him to stop but he didn’t listen. He couldn’t listen, not if he wanted to forget.
In next to no time, he had removed his own pants as well. Tatsuya was grinding against him as best he could, desperately seeking relief. Jin wasted no time but rather slipped a finger into Tatsuya’s hole, preparing him for what was to follow.
“Jin…” Tatsuya moaned, his eyes fluttering closed, “P-please… I want…” It was apparently all he could get out, though.
It was enough. Jin removed his finger and positioned himself properly between Tatsuya’s legs. As he pushed in, Tatsuya’s back arched and his nails dug into Jin’s shoulders. Jin had to bite his tongue to stop himself from moaning Kame’s name as he started a hard rhythm.
Instead, he pulled out, flipped Tatsuya roughly over, and pushed back in, thrusting with renewed vigor.
It didn’t take long for both of them to come.
Jin pulled out and rolled onto his back next to Tatsuya who was trying to get his breath back. The air was tense with everything unspoken between the two of them but they left it alone. They both lay there for what felt like forever but Tatsuya finally got up and retrieved his clothes from the floor.
The look he shot Jin was full of many emotions but the shock of everything that happened that day was finally taking its toll on Jin and he was numb. He let Tatsuya dress without so much as a word but as his friend reached for the doorknob to leave, everything hit Jin at once.
“Don’t tell anyone! Please, I don’t want them to know…”
+++
When Ueda finally left Jin’s room that night, the last thing Jin did was to beg him not to tell the others Kame had cheated on him. Ueda’s sense of guilt was so great by this time that Jin could have asked him to commit murder and he’d probably agree.
What was he thinking, sleeping with Jin when he was in such a vulnerable state?
Some friend he was…
Sighing, he retreated to his own room to take a shower. Now that he was back in his head and not some fantasy or his hormones, he resolved to talk to Ryo first thing tomorrow. No amount of buyer’s remorse added up to the behavior Kame exhibited in the kitchen a few hours earlier. Not that Ueda was an expert but, if he didn’t know better, he’d think Kame was raped.
But that didn’t make sense, either, because then surely Kame would have told Jin it wasn’t his fault. He would have explained. And Ryo wouldn’t have offered Kame a place to stay for the night. Besides, Kame was a fighter and there were no wounds - scratch that; there were no visible wounds - anywhere on Kame.
Yes, Ueda would definitely talk to Ryo in the morning.
++++++++++++++++++++
A/N: There you go.