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March 6.
Tried to give up smoking again. Lost within 12 hours. same shit blah blah.
Poker more than once a week with co-workers. Down $90 for these past 3 times, but thats okay. free booze, weed, and friends. what could be better.
Still up by 40, but who cares?
Watchmen was good, but I didn't like any of the characters. maybe i'll read promethia.. or the sandman. This guy I work with is getting me into american comics, but idk. so far it looks to be a nice break from animu and mango, but everything's in color -- it's so weird.
Last night was the frist time I dreamt of someone I didn't know. She seemed so real that I feel it's impossible she can't be. I ran through the posibilities today, but I can't tie anything down.
My carefully planned advances are getting me no where. I guess it's good to take my mind off reality for a bit; I find myself thinking "Fuck my life." more often these days.