Jun 28, 2009 00:02
- 06:47 Clearing out the gunk in life starts with house cleaning, emotional, and physical. The next few posts are to clarify and state actions. #
- 06:49 Firstly, my gal and I are going to have a talk about her issues. I love her dearly, but she's stressing me out, very badly. #
- 06:50 Secondly - Tapestries. A touchy subject because it's been my escape lately. I honestly don't know what I'll do, so I'll go character by char #
- 06:51 Taps Alis. You would think I would learn, after Silk and Sharek (Shar is still a good friend) not to get attached lest I go a bit crazy.... #
- 06:52 ... but here I am. Fortunately, this time it's mostly IC. The ooc issues are legion - seven months of occasional contact... and.... #
- 06:53 ... little, or no interest, or at least, none really expressed. Four weeks of being available specifically for, and much the same. Sure... #
- 06:54 ... there have been talks, exchanged compliments, and when I have occasionally started stuff with others, it's like... 'If I had known!' #
- 06:55 'Known'? When I've been trying to get your attention for the last several days,and you can't see it, or don't, that sends a clear message. #
- 06:56 I haven't played much with my other characters, mostly because of some of the clingy types that know them, but I've started some new folks. #
- 06:57 Maybe they'll garner more mutual attention, who knows. At the least they'll open some new avenues of stress relief, and at the most, I'll .. #
- 06:58 .. make some new friends. I've thought about having Alis go celibate, and join a priest hood. That would be really funny for me, given the.. #
- 07:00 .. character. Sinopa I was thinking about having her go back to school, but I dunno - she's been played out a lot. #
- 07:02 Mr_Black probably I'll let lapse. He only really had a couple of purposes, and frankly, he's basically a floating random event. #
- 07:05 I'm working towards bringing back Sildre. The spotty cat was always fun to play, for so many reasons. I have to rebuild her code - most of.. #
- 07:06 .. it's been lost between moves and restarts of computers and windows reinstalls. I'd like to incorporate her previous muck history ...; #
- 07:07 ... into what I'm doing. That ought to be interesting in the extreme, given how brutal her history was prior. I have a few new folks in mind #
- 07:09 to play. I'm slowly bringing Urachinith over, and Arris is already made and starting to make appearances. Decided to do something unusual... #
- 07:10 .. with him to keep the character fresh. Not about to say what it is, because it's still in the works, but it'll be fun! #
- 07:11 My artwork has stalled out, again. Part of me wants to put the kybosh on doing artwork at all, any more - lately, it's felt forced, which .. #
- 07:13 .. always a bad thing. Of course, it doesn't help that I majorly stressed and burned out. Sometimes it pays to simplify ones life - which is #
- 07:14 exactly what I hope to do in the coming days. Damn, there was a marathon post - and here I wanted to do one tweet per subject! Goes to ... #
- 07:15 .. show how verbose I am! I need to get ready for work. I'm pretty highly stressed about everything - I may not respond to much the... #
- 07:17 ... next few days, and I'm turning off device updates so I don't get tons of cell phone texts - not that I pay any more for them, but... #
- 07:21 .. I need my attention for work. I -need- to stay employed, and to do that, I need to stay focused, something that has been increasingly - #
- 07:23 -difficult due to my stresses. On the work front, I haven't been real happy either. Been feeling sick - I still feel sick - but I need to - #
- 07:24 -go in. Too much time away from work looks bad, for any reason, so I'll need to fortify my emotional state, zen my mental one, and try and - #
- 07:24 - forget about everything else. Sorry folks for the long twitters - this thing updates my LJ and by extension, my space, so it's a good #
- 07:25 way for me to update both at once. Hope the world treats you all good today - summers can be hell. #
- 07:25 @ casidhe Awww..much cuteness. #
- 07:26 Almost forgot! I bought a new computer game - Bloodbowl. I like the concept, but I haven't had the attention span to figure it out yet. #
- 08:30 Hey - there's a furry con in september - in seattle - can someone find me the dates and direct me? #
- 08:37 Wtf is up with folks - i'm on my way to work, I'm broke, specifically not carrying my debt card, what makes them think I'll buy them gas? #
- 08:39 Saw a chubby white poodle on my way to work. #
- 10:30 Some stress alleviated. Now just have to find some unwind time. #
- 13:08 I think I have officially gone off the deep end. #
- 14:27 I need to get outside more - spent lunch chilling out doors, and I feel so much better. #
- 20:19 @ HartsEase Your whee is better then my Whee. #
- 20:27 Okay, I've unwound a bit, now. I delt with one of my stress issues, but I'm starting to feel like I have an ulcer. I must apologize for my #
- 20:28 ranting this morning. I prolly upset someone I care about with it, so I tender my apologize to Kalan's player publicly - this will make it - #
- 20:29 to LJ and my space. I can only hope by the time it does, that they'll have found it in their hart to forgive this crazy emotionally - #
- 20:29 compromised vulpine male, who has proven in recent days to be as unstable as crazy women. #
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