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....the whole of today is a day filled with dread. for once i am feeling like this xmas is going to be サビシイ~ね。
my parents might not even be ordering a turkey from the supermarket. why not? i want to eat turkey..... but it'll only be 3 of us..... サビシイ~ね。
I watched half of <<新不了情>> last night and didn't sleep early. So i skipped the only two hours of class today and i feel very very bad about it. To add on to it, my date tonight stood me up and i felt like it was almost revenge. Yes revenge. All 100% childishness of it. .... サビシイ~ね。
that day my dad asked me, his exact words: "why? are you very confused?..." i think it's the first time in years he spoke with me as if talking to a friend. we were talking about the times in his life when he was confused and at crossroads as to where he should go work/study etc. that was when we were in the vehicle coming back from airport after sending my sister off back to dubai. me, my dad, and her boyfriend..... "サビシイ~ね".....
on the topic of the movie <<新不了情>>, i recall the scene where it's anita yuen's mother's birthday, and they all gather around (the whole opera band) to sing a birthday song for her. they get carried away and one of the uncles starts playing the saxophone and he fails to catch his breath so he throws the sax over to anita yuen's boyfriend, lau ching wan and he spontaneously (without missing a beat!) continues on the song with the entire band. Nice! and he was so dashing..... almost like i was swooning along with anita and her mom. And then at this moment.... of course who would i think of besides him? this gets kind of funny cause i dont have a musical family but we have a neat piano in my aunt's house at where we gather almost every year for xmas dinner and i imagine me bringing him there too and he starts playing the piano and killing everyone present......
my parents might not even be ordering a turkey from the supermarket. why not? i want to eat turkey..... but it'll only be 3 of us..... サビシイ~ね。
I watched half of <<新不了情>> last night and didn't sleep early. So i skipped the only two hours of class today and i feel very very bad about it. To add on to it, my date tonight stood me up and i felt like it was almost revenge. Yes revenge. All 100% childishness of it. .... サビシイ~ね。
that day my dad asked me, his exact words: "why? are you very confused?..." i think it's the first time in years he spoke with me as if talking to a friend. we were talking about the times in his life when he was confused and at crossroads as to where he should go work/study etc. that was when we were in the vehicle coming back from airport after sending my sister off back to dubai. me, my dad, and her boyfriend..... "サビシイ~ね".....
on the topic of the movie <<新不了情>>, i recall the scene where it's anita yuen's mother's birthday, and they all gather around (the whole opera band) to sing a birthday song for her. they get carried away and one of the uncles starts playing the saxophone and he fails to catch his breath so he throws the sax over to anita yuen's boyfriend, lau ching wan and he spontaneously (without missing a beat!) continues on the song with the entire band. Nice! and he was so dashing..... almost like i was swooning along with anita and her mom. And then at this moment.... of course who would i think of besides him? this gets kind of funny cause i dont have a musical family but we have a neat piano in my aunt's house at where we gather almost every year for xmas dinner and i imagine me bringing him there too and he starts playing the piano and killing everyone present......