Tur kid dai young ngai?
You always tend to think the entire universe of the one you love.
So far i have found the perfect man in Yoshiki. It just seems like none can rival him. Really. I lay on my bed waiting for my nail to dry, while playing really depressive music from sek. I can't stop thinking i just can't stop thinking! Why did i have to watch that dumb interview of him and his 50% caucasian band in las vegas? it just makes my mind go crazy...... like i know i may not like him as much as Yoshiki, but i just< feel like, how come he has to do stuff/speak so un-thai-ish-ly? it's like i feel so disappointed..... in him as an idol..... as how many people would feel after that stupid throw-shoe incident/fight in new york at some performance thing. eugh i may not be 100% thai but i know enough from my mom about how you should always keep your feet on the ground like literally cause it's the lowliest part of your body...... i mean how annoying and dumb can it be to have your idol embarrass your entire country by fighting and having a slapping competition on stage with someone childish enough to be his son? i know i am also quite easily affected by other peoples' comments but how come no one ever doubted yoshiki? also that interview made me feel quite disgusted by his air thingy going on..... like his accent is quite cute but why do people always give in to that ang moh casual-ness and attitude thing like they want to be as carefree and 'whatever' as the stupid americans. i mean americans are alright but people who act like they are are not. especially when youre thai! where's all the humbleness and politeness gone? does fame really do all that to you?
still, yoshiki is king of my heart......