お疲れた。。。。
Some things when left untouched, can become a scary habit that is so hard to cure.
Somebody cure me of my insomnia! actually it seems like an insomnia; where i lie on my bed for up to 2 hours and i can't find a bit of sleepiness in me. Then i get up and do stupid things like sing to myself or continue watching hk dramas. But actually it's just a lame habit that starts every holiday/festive period. I'd find no meaning in sleeping early cause there's no meaning in waking early if there's nothing to do/no one to meet, etc. so i'll watch dramas throughout the night...... all the way till the wee hours of the morning. (I really dont know, to me the nights are like the days where if i sleep i always feel like i'm missing out on things.) So the evil cycle continues and i end up waking up just in time for dinner then watch dramas till late.....
It's an absolute bad habit! I feel 28 already and i think it makes up 85% of my depression.....
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I still keep hearing the little girl call out for her 'okaasan'.
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It's really a sucky sickly feeling...... i havent had sleep the whole night and it's now 735 and im supposed to be woken up by the alarm in ten mins. After which, i'll shawa o abite and then make up and then do hair and then introduce americanjin tomodachi to mama and then head out to sentosa and try to take tomodachi around a place i am equally unfamiliar with! いいですね、赤ーちゃん。berry good.
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Somebody cure me of my insomnia! actually it seems like an insomnia; where i lie on my bed for up to 2 hours and i can't find a bit of sleepiness in me. Then i get up and do stupid things like sing to myself or continue watching hk dramas. But actually it's just a lame habit that starts every holiday/festive period. I'd find no meaning in sleeping early cause there's no meaning in waking early if there's nothing to do/no one to meet, etc. so i'll watch dramas throughout the night...... all the way till the wee hours of the morning. (I really dont know, to me the nights are like the days where if i sleep i always feel like i'm missing out on things.) So the evil cycle continues and i end up waking up just in time for dinner then watch dramas till late.....
It's an absolute bad habit! I feel 28 already and i think it makes up 85% of my depression.....
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I still keep hearing the little girl call out for her 'okaasan'.
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It's really a sucky sickly feeling...... i havent had sleep the whole night and it's now 735 and im supposed to be woken up by the alarm in ten mins. After which, i'll shawa o abite and then make up and then do hair and then introduce americanjin tomodachi to mama and then head out to sentosa and try to take tomodachi around a place i am equally unfamiliar with! いいですね、赤ーちゃん。berry good.
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