Hyunseung sshi part 2

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Title: Hyunseung sshi part 2
Pairings: Junseung
Summary: the cute couple's relationship grows into something more.
Notes: I dragged this for about 3 months already so I decided to just end it once and for all~

It went well, their relationship when well. Junhyung being Junhyung, always busy, always top in class, always protecting his baby and always loving his baby. Hyunseung was trying, he's sickness and trauma is slowly subsiding thanks to Junhyung. He's more open and friendly, he made new friends too!

Even with a really rich, smart and perfect boyfriend, Hyunseung can't seem to be happy sometimes. Why you ask? It's because Junhyung's status in his family causes him to always go abroad and always out of school, which makes lesser time for the two of them to be together. And most of the times, when Hyunseung sees Junhyung on his bed holding a really thick book and not a subject he's suppose to study, Hyunseung can't help but frown.

Junhyung is to be heir to his father's company thats for sure. He's a top notch, good person, smart, quick and he's really good in what he does. And that's why his parents has high expectations of him, making him study bussiness and economics day and night. At times like this, Hyunseung feels stupid and helpless. Here is his boyfriend studying his butt off, traveling here and there and soon going to be a president of his father's company but he is no where near Junhyung.

So he studied. He was already top of his class, Hyunseung I mean, but he studied even more. He took up subjects he wasn't even sure and probably never heard of, he studied multiple languages, he took up subjects he didn't even like and he paid all his attention to becoming someone worth Junhyung. He spent so much time studying in and out of his dorm, that even when Junhyung is back, Hyunseung doesn't even know.

That sparked something, the fire was enlighted and they fought. Junhyung shouted at Hyunseung for not staying by his side when he is so stressed out and Hyunseung argued back about how he's busy studying his butt off for him. Junhyung yelled back saying it was unnessacary and that Hyunseung doesn't even need to think about that, Hyunseung still argued back about him not being worth Junhyung if he doesn't. Junhyung hugged Hyunseung, he hugged him back and he kissed him, telling him he is worth it and of course he's worth it, he told him to never ever think of those thoughts because Junhyung loves who he is, not what his papers say. They did settle the arguement but Hyunseung still felt the difference between them.

Dujun assured Hyunseung it's just him, but when the new semester to a new year started, a lot f things happened.

For one is that Junhyung got dorm president, making him in charge of their dorms. He surprised everyone that Hyunseung was not his roommate seeing as he was the one who arranged that. That hurt Hyunseung a lot.

When Hyunseung saw the dorm arrangement list he was smiling cause his Junhyung arranged it. Junhyung always said he wanted that job so that he could put himself in the same dorm as his baby so when Hyunseung saw he was put into a room without a roommate, he almost burst out crying. Dujun saw this and glared at the paper, hoping there was some sort of mistake or that he could burn the paper with his glare. Hyunseung asked Junhyung and the latter could only say that it was for the best of them. Hyunseung just couldn't stop crying for 2 whole hours, alone, in his dorm. Junhyung knew he was crying, he always knows when something is wrong but he chose not to do anything about it.

Second was that there were students coming in for the Year 1-s and transfer students for Year 2-s too. This was one of the causes why Junhyung split himself from Hyunseung and why Hyunseung became good friends with the new students.

Dujun explained to Hyunseung why Junhyung did that. He just wanted to protect Hyunseung. The new juniors coming in were top shots, kids to rich and big time tychoons. If they found out about their relationship, Junhyung's hard earn reputation may go down the drain and Hyunseung perfectly understood him. He began to distant himself from Junhyung, making him just another person he knows. Hyunseung's loniless was solved when three new transfer students came in. Dujun suggested Hyunseung bring them on a school tour since he was free and he did. He happily brought them everywhere around their school, the dorms, the other parts of the school, the field and the classrooms. They all became friends in no time, well technically he was already friends with two of them but refreshed friendship it is.

Hyunseung shared his room with his childhood friend Choi Seunghyun, a really nice, cool and funny guy. The other two who shared another room, across theirs they were Kwon Jiyoung and Dang Youngbae. They all transfered school to here and the other two understood Junhyung and Hyunseung's relationship seeing as Seunghyun told them all about it. They also know about Hyunseung's trauma and his sickness too, Seunghyun was the most worried one here. He tensed when they talked about it, he doesn't like it at all. Even so, the trio was great and they kept Hyunseung company all the time, even if they could just sit in their dorm and laugh their heads off at just about anything!

The third fact was because Seunghyun seems really really close with Hyunseung and people are starting to question Junhyung about their relationship. Junhyung noticed it too to be honest. They two of them would be together during classes, during P.E, during recess and lunch break, during study hour, while exercising, having dinner, and even when Hyunseung is visiting Junhyung! They were always together, and Seunghyun always seem to be protecting Hyunseung, Junhyung felt like his job has been taken over. They fought cause of that too. They ended up shouting in the woods at each other, Junhyung having fear of people seeing him and he popped a vein seeing how Hyunseung defended Seunghyun. They parted both angrily.

The next factor was that eventhough Hyunseung and Junhyung barely met anymore since their last fight, those big shot kids kept on pestering him.

"Yah, you! I heard you're good friends with Junhyung. That true?"
"Him? A person like him? What does Junhyung even see in him?"
"I heard they're in a relationship. Is that true?" Hyunseung chose to ignore them but they grabbed him and pushed him down the small steps. He fell hitting his back and his face had a huge cut.
"Now look here worthless! When we're talking to you, you better listen. Understood?"

Seunghyun raged when he saw Hyunseung's cut, tempted to kick he crap out of them but he was stopped by Hyunseung and Jiyoung.

It's not worth it, hyung. It's not worth it.

The second time he got bullied was verbally.

"Oh! You're actually still able to stand? Yah, you should had pushed him harder!" they laughed.
"And you! You haven't answered my question yet! Are you or are you not in a relationship with him?"
"He looks more like a slut if you ask me. Most probably paid him to."
"No, I think he's just in a relationship with him cause he wants people to think he's a nice and loving person." Hyunseung wide eyed at them, not believing what he just heard,"I mean, look at it. Why would someone like Yong Junhyung, the almighty Yong Junhyung go out with someone like him? He always has a plan and something behind what he does so obviously he is faking the relationship just for his own good." the younger male smirked.
"Yeah, you're right. Someone as cheap and ugly as he is probably is just a toy to him anyways."
"Here's the tip, ugly. You're nothing to him."
"Yah!" they all turned when they heard the extra voice. Hyunseung turned to the voice,"Leave him alone!" and the trio ran off. Jiyoung went to Hyunseung and he was at the bridge of crying, he approached Hyunseung and the latter stepped back, he stepped forward and another step back, he stopped and he was worried.

"Did they hurt you?" Hyunseung shook his head and he too ran off.

Hyunseung came back to the dorm with swollen eyes. Seunghyun waited for him along with Jiyoung and Youngbae. This time Youngbae was the one who stopped Seunghyun from kicking them.

Seunghyun. Stop. Now.

And that worked cause even if Seunghyun was about to kill someone or blow his top, he'll think three times before he disobeys Youngbae. Also the trio noticed Hyunseung started to avoid being touched, Seunghyun especially.

The third time Hyunseung got bullied was it front of their dorm. And everyone saw it, including the trio, Dujun and especially Junhyung.

Junhyung watched as the trio cornered him to a tree. He noticed how panic Hyunseung was, the same panic he had a year ago. Junhyung watched as they reached for him and Hyunseung instinctively slapped his hand away. They almost threw a punch at him but was stopped by Jiyoung and Youngbae, this time the two of them really bashed them up. Hyunseung was no where to be seen after the two of them arrived. Dujun stood next to Junhyung, he noticed the two seniors bashing the three up, they deserved it anyway.

"What are you going to do if he really does save cure him this time?" Dujun said.

Awhile ago while Hyunseung was being cornered, Seunghyun opened his room door and looked at Junhyung.

"Your boyfriend is getting bullied down there and all you can do is stand here and watch? Is your reputation that fucking important? You're heartless you know that! You don't even know what he's going through! I bet even Dujun knows!"
"What is the matter Seunghyun-sshi?" Junhyung tried to defend himself.
"You don't get it do you? Jang Hyunseung has been suffering, it's this time of the year, he's been crying his fucking eyes out, getting bullied by your new favourites and guess what, genius? He fears of going out thanks to them! Look at his scar on his face, they did that!" Seunghyun wanted to punch him so bad seeing as he's not going to do anything about it so he decided to leave," You got lucky the last time. Because this time, I'm the one who's going to cure his trauma!" with that he slammed the door.

Junhyung stood frozen as he watched Hyunseung run into the woods.

"What are you doing to do, Jun?"

And he ran. He ran down the stairs, past Seunhyun, past the ones getting bashed and straight to the woods. He found Hyunseung not too long after. He was sitting by the river bank staring at the water, tears already dried. He heard pantings and he knew it was Junhyung.

"Seung," he stepped closer and Hyunseung's body shifted further. He wide eyed at this,"Seu, it's just me."
"I know." Hyunseung trembled. Hyunseung's eyes were looking else where but his body was now faced towards Junhyung.
"Seu, are you alri-"
"S-Stay there!" Hyunseung practically shouted when Junhyung took another few steps forward, Junhyung wide eyed at this.
"Seung, are you ok?" he looked at him.
"Just stay there. Please. Please stay out of my comfort zone, Jun. Please, I don't want to hurt you." Hyunseung pleaded.
"Hyunseung, I'm your boyfriend."
"I know, Junhyung, I know! That's why, please please don't do this." Hyunseung was now crying, he was already standing up body facing Junhyung. Junhyung stepped a step closer and Hyunseung took a step further, already at the bank of the river. Junhyung noticed this and he stepped back.
"Seung, please tell me if you're alright. Just, just tell me how you're feeling? Why aren't you telling me anything?"
"Jun, we're getting distant now. And I think, I think we...," Hyunseung looked down and Junhyung lugged himself forward to hug him. He wanted to do the same thing he did last time but this time Hyunseung pushed him so hard, Junhyung stumbled back almost a metre away.
"The hell?" he blurted.
"I told you to stay there! I told you, Jun!,"Hyunseung exploded,"I keep telling you to listen, to understand! I cried for you, I did everything I could to protect your status and your reputation but you? You just wouldn't listen to one simple order, stay out of my comfort zone." Hyunseung turned away from Junhyung,"I should had listened to Seunghyun's advice.."
"It's always him isn't it? Seunghyun this, Seunghyun that, Seunghyun everything! What about me? What happened to Junhyung this Junhyung that? What happened Hyunseung?" Hyunseung looked at him, sadness in his eyes.
"It disappeared Junhyung. I wasn't worth saying your name, you said that some time ago." and Hyunseung closed his eyes,"Just leave Junhyung. I'm sure that three is already looking for you. Go. I'll be fine here."

And Junhyung did leave, stomping away.

"Let's just break up." Hyunseung whispered.

The next day, Hyunseung was no where to be seen in school. Junhyung noticed this, he wasn't in class, he wasn't at his usual place in the canteen, he wasn't studying at the library, and he wasn't even in his room.

Did he get suspended?

The three juniors got suspended for bullying. Everyone knew it was coming, but Jiyoung and Youngbae escaped the punishment and were happily walking and laughing to school. Seunghyun was there too but he was constantly in dazed and he seemed really really worried.

"If you're wondering bout that trio," Dujun said breaking Junhyung from his thoughts,"Youngbae's dad owns this school. He explained what happened yesterday, and they overlooked it. Your kids are suspended and probably are going to get kicked out of school. Seunghyun is well, I don't think he made a move and well, Hyunseung is missing from school. There's no news bout him, upper board wouldn't say anything. They just said, he's safe." Junhyung looked at him.
"What do you mean?"
"It means they know where he is and they say he's safe."
"I want to know where he is! How is he and why is he missing?"
"Jun, don't..."
"I can tell you that." the two turned to see Seunghyun standing there by their dorm door,"Come on." he walked away and Junhyung followed.

Once they were quite far away from the dorm, Seunghyun stopped walking. He turned to Junhyung and the latter looked at him.

"How much do you know bout Hyunseung?" Seunghyun said.
"Erm, not much?"
"Till where did he..." he trailed off, not finishing his sentence, his eyes were on the ground.
"He said, his brother did that to him and he was devastated by it. He said his mother never forgave him and he never forgave his brother."
"That's all?"
"Yeah, something like that."
"So you don't know what happened after that?" Junhyung look at him, eyes in worry.
"He didn't tell me..."
"31st January was when everything happened. Hyunseung started to suffer since then, everything happened so fast after that. His mother totally ignored him, his father barely talked to him and his brother kept sticking to him. He hated it, he hated his brother. He never talked to his brother ever since, he kept himself busy with everything and mostly studies, got himself a scholarship and he left the house, that alone he did for about 4 to 5 years. Months later after he left and he gets to know his brother is sent to the mental hospital yet he still never went back. He suffered too much for that period of time. A year later and his mother is crying, pleading for him to return to see his brother, she was crying, his dad was crying. His brother was sick and wanted to see him but he refused to, he didn't want to see him just yet. Then he gets a call from the hospital, asking him to return. He did.

"That day was 6 years ago from today. His brother died, seeking for him and for his forgiveness. He ran out of the ward and he ended up with a head concussion. He wrote a letter before he died, finally explaining to his parents about what had happened, his feelings towards his brother, Hyunseung's innocence, everything. They changed, his parents changed knowing the truth but Hyunseung never said anything. After the funeral, he left. He didn't say a word to his parents even when they apolygized and kneed down to him, he still didn't say anything." Seunghyun looked up towards Junhyung,"Until now, he still keeps everything to himself. His tears, his feelings, everything. He forgave his parents a year later but he's still like this. You have no idea how much he's going through. The trauma, the nightmares, the loniless."
"How do you know, bout all this?" Junhyung could only say.
"I was his neighbour, a childhood friend, a family friend. We were friends but he had his comfort zone, he doesn't like it and he gets really uncomfortable when people try to enter into his zone, that's why even when I had feelings for him, I kept it all in. I didn't want to hurt him any further." Seunghyun took a deep breath.
"So he's not missing?"
"No, he, just needs some time off. To visit his brother's grave, to let it all cool down for him." there was a period of silence, both thinking.

"He...," Seunghyun broke the silence,"He was planning to bring you along to visit his brother's grave. He wanted someone to be there for him while he looked at the grave, but then..."
"But then I was an ass." Junhyung had a hand in his hair,"Why didn't I notice it earlier? He was, he was suffering because of me!"
"Like I said, he's a sensitive person. He knows and he can feel changes around him. Just don't hurt him, let him do what he wants once in a while and he'll be alright. But, you pushed him away. You pushed him away the same as how his mother pushed him away. Just like that, the same reasons. I don't know much about you or how you are like, but if you ask me, I'll pay more attention to Hyunseung more than anything else in this world. Don't you wonder why he looks feminine? Why his body rejects bodily contacts? Why he barely smiles? Why he constantly studies? What medication he takes? Why he takes them? How did he get them? Where do they come from? Where does he live? With who does he live with?" Junhyung looked at Seunghyun,"Even I don't know all these about him. He doesn't say much and it takes a lot of time to figure it out. But I do know, he's not living with his parents and everything is not from his parents.

"Just like you're known as Yong Junhyung when you're actually Yong Jaesoon, he's a Yang now. He lives with a Yang family, but I've never seen any of them before, no one has ever seen them before."
"Yang?"
"Yeah."
"But he does mention names like Yang Yoseob sometimes."
"Well, that's good to know."
"What do you mean?"
"I can't find them, Junhyung. It's either they don't exist or they really good hiding."
"They, don't exist... Meaning..." Junhyung's eyes were wide, staring at Seunghyun and what he could mean.
"It means they might not exist."
"Are you saying that he might be mentally..."
"No, but maybe. I don't know. I never know, he never shares and when I heard about you I immediately applied here. I wanted to see if he's finally happy and he's opening up but," he looks down,"But it seems like things had already changed when I reached."
"He, used to start to open up. But I,"
"It's okay Junhyung. He's normal to these feelings. He's used to it. Everyone pushed him away, everyone." Seunghyun finally took a deep breath and sighed,"Well. I guess I better get going now. Sorry I just, well, blurted all that out. It might be hard to take in and all, but, yeah."

Junhyung watched Seunghyun leave and he remained silent. He sat there and thought.

What if Hyunseung was really... No... He couldn't be..

Hyunseung finally came back to school after two weeks, he looked worst that before. He lost some weight, his eyebags were obvious, his cheeks going inwards and he looked tired. No one questioned about him, no one knew what to say to him.

"Yah, where's my gifts?" Seunghyun glared at Jiyoung,"What? He promised me he'll buy me some treats when he goes home!" Hyunseung smiled a little and digged through his bag, he pulled out a plastic bag and handed it to Jiyoung.
"There's not much."
"Not much? Seung! That's hell more than not much. You're going to be fat G."
"Shut up." Hyunseung giggled a little at that. It's nice to actually feel happiness once in awhile. It's depressing, death anniversary, meeting with his parents, disappearing, finding Yoseob, then poof his back.

"S-Seu?" everyone turned to the dorm door. Junhyung stood there,"Can I have a word with you?" Hyunseung looked around, or more precisely towards the other two and nodded.
"We'll give you some space."

The two left and it was only the two of them.

"I-I'm sorry." Junhyung said,"For pushing you away." Hyunseung nodded.
"It's okay."
"It's, it's not okay. You were hurt."
"It's okay." there was a period of silence.

"It's not okay. And we both know it. I've been a total ass, you being sensitive and keeping it all to yourself. You were hurt, bullied and heck, those assholes touched you! And I was too busy with myself not listening to you."
"Stop."
"It's not okay, Seung. It's not. I want to make it up to you."
"There's no need for that."
"Yes, it's needed."
"No, it's not." Now Hyunseung was getting frustrated and ticked off.
"Seung, listen to me. I'm telling you that...,"
"STOP JUNHYUNG. I SAID STOP. WHICH PART OF ITS OKAY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND? I SAID IT'S ALRIGHT SO IT'S ALRIGHT! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? ARE YOU DEAF OR SOMETHING?" that stunned Junhyung, did his lovely quiet Hyunseung just shout at him. "I COME HOME FEELING GRATEUL THAT THERE IS PEOPLE AROUND ME WHO WANT ME AROUND AND HERE YOU ARE PUSHING ALL OF THEM AWAY. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? GET OUT I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU." it was until Hyunseung had his back faced to him that he took the cue to get out of the room.

Did I pissed him off that much? Holy shit! I made him say the f word too!

Yong Junhyung left the room with a rather awkward and traumatized feeling, Seunghyun and Jiyoung looked at him. Seunghyun immediately lifted himself off the wall.

"What happened?"
"He yelled at me." Seunghyun's face serioused and Jiyoung wide eyed.
"He yelled? At you?" Jiyoung said,"This is serious TOP." without saying anything, he walked away.

Seunghyun came back to his dorm and Hyunseung was still fuming.

"I'm back."
"Why did you let him in in the first place? And you didn't need to leave just for him! You know that! I consider you as my friends!"
"It's alright, Seu. He's gone now. Relax."
"Don't ask me to fucking relax Seunghyun. You know exactly how fucking pissed I am right now."
"Stop swearing Hyunseung. It's not healthy."
"The fuck is wrong with you? You're the one who taught me these words and now you're telling me to stop?" Hyunseung got up his bed,"What the fuck are you doing going through my stuff? Who gave you permission to do that?" Seunghyun's back faced him as he ransacked the former's bag, and that ticked Hyunseung off more.
"ARE YOU FUCKING LISTENING TO ME? I SAID STOP GOING THROUGH..." Seunghyun stood up and held Hyunseung, the latter struggled in the former's iron grip, both fell onto the bed with Seunghyun on top. By now Hyunseung was death locked in an iron grip.
"I said stop swearing. You know I don't like doing this to you. Eat your pills and get some rest, alright? Relax. Everything is going to be alright."

Hyunseung looked away but ate his pills. He was left to be alone for the next few hours. A few hours after than and Seunghyun is sitted at his own bed and looking at Hyunseung. Hyunseung woke up some time later.

"Care to explain what happened?" Hyunseung looked away.
"Nothing happened."
"What happened?"
"My parents died, in a car crash. Yoseob had them buried, we did the rest of it."
"We as in you and him?"
"Yes."
"You need to talk to Junhyung."
"I don't want to."
"He needs to know."
"He doesn't Seunghyun."
"He's your boyfriend." and Hyunseung lost in their arguement.

~OwO~

"I'm here only because Seunghyun wants me to explain in to you what is going on with my life and what is happening to our relationship." Junhyung nodded,"First of all, my parents died in a car crash recently. Me and Yoseob handled it and it's done with. My only family now is Yoseob which means when I graduate from here I immediately have to start working to keep me alive. I no longer have any other family members. Secondly, I have an illness, a rare illness. I have trauma of contact by the same gender in which you sort of healed because Seunghyun grabbed me the other day and nothing happened and I have a double personality disorder, bipolar actually. It can't be healed and I don't know when I'll snap. Thirdly, our relationship is going to it's end because graduation is coming near, you have to continue with your job as heir and I need to go."
"Go where?" Junhyung finally said.
"Somewhere. I need to leave Korea."
"Why?"
"Because I have to. People know me as... Something. And also, I need to stay away from you. You're a public figure and I..."
"The Yoon family's elder son is gay. Yoon Dujun may I add. The Son United Holdings family's younger son is also gay. Yang Yoseob, youngest son of Yang Food is his boyfriend. Son Dongwoon is dating a handsome male and is planning for marriage in future. He is dating Lee Gikwang of Lee Airlines. You want more?"
"I'm a nobody. They're all rich, you are rich."
"You can be..." then Junhyung realised,"Yoseob. Is it the same Yoseob?"
"Maybe."
"Hyunseung. Jang Hyunseung, Yang Hyunseung. You're him."
"Yes, I'm the one who does all the dirty work, I'm the one who is currently studying for Yoseob, I'm the one who went out and did all those dirty things and yes we killed my parents cause they killed too many people. So what about it?"
"Hyunseung. You're my boyfriend. I will protect you."
"No one can."
"I will. Dujun is Yoseob's.."
"Boyfriend. If you do something..."
"I will marry you. And you will be under me, then we'll plan something else."
"You can't." Hyunseung stood up and laughed. Junhyung watched as he walked to the bridge. He stood in the middle, "I've had it for all these manipulations. I've had it with all these things. I've had it with life." Hyunseung jumped off the bridge and Junhyung wide eyed.

"HYUNSEUNG!"

Hyunseung's body was never found and he was never seen in the school ever again.

Seunghyun glared at Junhyung one last time as he walked away.

"You know something." Seunghyun said.
"Yes I do. I know that Yoseob's family caused it." Seunghyun looked at him and Dujun froze at that.
"Junhyung," the other two looked at him.
"What is it, Yoon?"
"Yoseob died in a car crash three months ago." and they wide eyed.

Junhyung turned to Seunghyun.

"I told you we needed to keep him down!"
"I didn't know."
"Jang Hyunseung-sshi is a mental patient Junhyung. You knew."

Thus Jang Hyunseung was never found or seen ever again in their lives.

End

A/N: i have seriously no freaking idea what happened in this freaking end... It kinda got more and more complicated so well... I just decided to make him some sort of psycopath... PLOT TWISTTTTT!!!

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