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Leave me all alone
There ain't nobody calling on my telephone
Because I ripped that bitch right up out of the wall
I apologize to any or that tried to call
I haven't been myself lately
I've been slowly losing my mind and telling them it's grey day
I'm looking all shady and I haven't showered in weeks
I haven't washed my balls, I haven't brushed my teeth
All I see is demons everywhere that I look
Was it the Ouija, the Black Magic Warlock book?
I can't remember, but how can my memories leave me?
I can't believe the spirts would try to deceive me
But they did, just like a little kid
I was so eager to learn, so willing to give
But all they did was hate me, and break me
Use my body for a host and my mirror for the gateway
Something is wrong with me, I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me, will it last for eternity?
Something is wrong with me, I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me, will it last for eternity?
Please don't walk away
I want you to hear what I got to say
I never had anyone ever care for me
I never had anyone ever there for me
If you would listen to me instead of calling me names
I would I could explain why I'm shaking and why I'm going insane
My mind is on vacation, lack of conversation
I'm like a radio, with static on every station
Still I wanna know, will I be normal again?
You say it's bullshit and tell me that it's all pretend
But if it's false, then why don't the demons just disappear?
And if it's untrue, then why am I seeing them crystal clear?
Because I do, the mirror's turning blue
And soul after soul keeps walking right through
They're living in my house and living inside my head
Some sleep inside the closet, others sleep under the bed
Something is wrong with me, I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me, will it last for eternity?
Something is wrong with me, I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me, will it last for eternity?
All I wanted to be, was a member of a family with unity
But the people that's alive will stab you straight in the back
And throw a stick in the spokes and flip you off of the track
If it wasn't for Monoxide and Violent J, that nigga Jack, Shaggy 2 Dope, and Blaze Ya Dead Homie
I probably would've given up and called it quits
I probably wouldn't be here, I probably wouldn't be shit
I find myself looking back in the glass
Reminiscing on the times of the present and past
I'm feeling strange, I wonder if they can save me
I'm feeling cold, I'm standing in front of the gateway
Here I am, I'm such a crazy man
I'm trying to control my life the best that I can
But the demons are around me trying to stray me away
I thank God that I'm standing right here today
Something is wrong with me, I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me, will it last for eternity?
Something is wrong with me, I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me, will it last for eternity?
Something is wrong with me, I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me, will it last for eternity?
Something is wrong with me, I can't be who I need to be
Something is wrong with me, will it last for eternity?
only Jamie understands...
i need some fucking Family love like whoa.... i jes bottomed out.