One day and counting
Well, its another venture to NYC again, just one day and a few hours left. Most everything is done, packing, check listing, money, and the plans. I'm excited.
Things to do:
Shop
See little Mermaid at the Lunt Theater
See Harry Potter
Wander around exploring NY during day light hours
Cooking dinners
Enjoying time away from CA
Take official cos play pictures
take nifty pictures of my dolly flora
and that's about it.
Since Helen refuses to talk to me, it seems I won't be visiting her. I don't know how I feel about it, but guess there is nothing I can do about it. With a year of non communication, I can take the hint. It doesn't mean I am not any less bitter about it, and doesn't make it hurt any less but that's that. More so after I poured so much into our relationship since middle school and because I was looking out for her, I get black listed. No not even that, I become non existent.
So in the end, I was worthless to her.
Yup still bitter.
So the game plan is spending a little over a week with Tracy and then catching a train to my grandfathers again. And then.....boredom to the max but oh well.
so One day and counting.
Things to do:
Shop
See little Mermaid at the Lunt Theater
See Harry Potter
Wander around exploring NY during day light hours
Cooking dinners
Enjoying time away from CA
Take official cos play pictures
take nifty pictures of my dolly flora
and that's about it.
Since Helen refuses to talk to me, it seems I won't be visiting her. I don't know how I feel about it, but guess there is nothing I can do about it. With a year of non communication, I can take the hint. It doesn't mean I am not any less bitter about it, and doesn't make it hurt any less but that's that. More so after I poured so much into our relationship since middle school and because I was looking out for her, I get black listed. No not even that, I become non existent.
So in the end, I was worthless to her.
Yup still bitter.
So the game plan is spending a little over a week with Tracy and then catching a train to my grandfathers again. And then.....boredom to the max but oh well.
so One day and counting.