P.O.ed
well tonight was an interesting night and i offically say that im am disgusted!
well for the lil late ones...my grand father and his wife and son are here....so drew and chris came over for pizza as usual and we were watchin a movie....and them being themselves were like no i dont wanna watch this dumb movie..its too long and they left the room...w/e dont bother me too much...they we went to get the pizza ..whole time in the car...mostly silence and i wasnt paying attention to what they were sayin so dont matter ne ways then we came home and ate and started playing taboo...(this is where it goes bad @ least to me) we werent keeping track or nething but i keep acdentally say the word on the dumb card that chris would barely let me c ..so why is he yelling @ my 4 saying the word when he wont let me c it w/e soo as the night went on they continued to call me moose adn dumb and all their lil ridiculing nicknames that they like to call me...and it didnt feel too good....so when Chris...NOT ME CHRIS...got tired of giving the clues(which we were doing together)drew was like dont let her do it she cant cause shes dumb like a moose so chris took the box from me and gave it to becca ...and i was like jerk(may i ask what right he has to do that?)and he u know how guys say the same thing that u did only in a gay voice yah thats what he did so i slaped him...not hard and it was on the forehead and i walked out of the room
to some ppl this might not seem like alot but to me it is.....for so long they have been making fun of me and calling me names and stupid and ugly and i cant take it ne more
its like they are 2 accomlices in a game to do everything in their power to bring down my self esteme and they are doing a pretty good job....but not ne more ...no sir
i offically am gonna say what i think..with some judgement....but if the want to give that to my i have an big additude that has been cookin and is ready to come out of the oven
watch out im the type of person that can give u an additude on cue and if u give me 1 ill throw it right back in ur lap
and then b4 they leave they come in here and are like ok bye and drew comes and gives me a hug and im like ok bye....hes like did we do something r u mad at us ...i think shes mad at us chris(no matter how mean it sounds in my head i was sayin oo go screw urself...im sry Jesus) and then they left and since then i have been here thinking of everything that i want to say to them but probally wont have the chance to ever ...but w/e i dont care ...venting is good
i dont know what to do i think that ill take it one day at a time
i dont care at all ne more
well for the lil late ones...my grand father and his wife and son are here....so drew and chris came over for pizza as usual and we were watchin a movie....and them being themselves were like no i dont wanna watch this dumb movie..its too long and they left the room...w/e dont bother me too much...they we went to get the pizza ..whole time in the car...mostly silence and i wasnt paying attention to what they were sayin so dont matter ne ways then we came home and ate and started playing taboo...(this is where it goes bad @ least to me) we werent keeping track or nething but i keep acdentally say the word on the dumb card that chris would barely let me c ..so why is he yelling @ my 4 saying the word when he wont let me c it w/e soo as the night went on they continued to call me moose adn dumb and all their lil ridiculing nicknames that they like to call me...and it didnt feel too good....so when Chris...NOT ME CHRIS...got tired of giving the clues(which we were doing together)drew was like dont let her do it she cant cause shes dumb like a moose so chris took the box from me and gave it to becca ...and i was like jerk(may i ask what right he has to do that?)and he u know how guys say the same thing that u did only in a gay voice yah thats what he did so i slaped him...not hard and it was on the forehead and i walked out of the room
to some ppl this might not seem like alot but to me it is.....for so long they have been making fun of me and calling me names and stupid and ugly and i cant take it ne more
its like they are 2 accomlices in a game to do everything in their power to bring down my self esteme and they are doing a pretty good job....but not ne more ...no sir
i offically am gonna say what i think..with some judgement....but if the want to give that to my i have an big additude that has been cookin and is ready to come out of the oven
watch out im the type of person that can give u an additude on cue and if u give me 1 ill throw it right back in ur lap
and then b4 they leave they come in here and are like ok bye and drew comes and gives me a hug and im like ok bye....hes like did we do something r u mad at us ...i think shes mad at us chris(no matter how mean it sounds in my head i was sayin oo go screw urself...im sry Jesus) and then they left and since then i have been here thinking of everything that i want to say to them but probally wont have the chance to ever ...but w/e i dont care ...venting is good
i dont know what to do i think that ill take it one day at a time
i dont care at all ne more