Sep 14, 2005 21:24
hey yall long time no c..its wed and i went to church..in the service yay...ne ways there was this british guy there that was totally awesome...even tho i could have rolled over and slept what he had to say was awesome. not that he was boring im just really tired..i guess it a combo of things: stressed out kinda drpressed and bored...annoyed and varity of thing (my annoying aunt is comin....i can feel it) and i dont know how to deal w/ tham all at the same time .... but what ever ..im not gonna deal w/ it too hard ..just ask God to and ill b fine ...my head is full of cramp and im always finding myself deep in thought and im not sure i understand whats in my head ...then i realize that i have to pay attention to what this boring teacher is talking bout..which is usually something that i already understand ... so that i can pass ...i go through this numerous time throughout the day
i would not wish this on anyone...its quite annouying and really hard to explain also but what ever
i cant wait for the revolve tour so that i can clear my head ...i would do alot to feel rested and at peace...i feel confused....i dont know why do i even try...i give up and im not trying again for a while
it doesnt matter ill learn to deal such as life....