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[akaexoticdancer]

To all the people in the world,
you slam me down into a hole of no despair.
no where to go,
climbing through the mirror, in all my self desturction.
Ill never leave
Ill never leave
....you said you didnt decieve.
true?
not to me. Not to you

The absense of beauty, makes life hard.
NO promise of tommorow,
no fucking hope inside

Anxiety bubbles,
Swims and floats.
Your killing me,
killing beauty.

I live in a reality, where i can tell stories, i wont care about you or any-thing.
Dead, dead, dead, dead.
A reality, my soul leaks from my head, look what i gave up for this.
for this.
for this.
Trash on the side of the road; left by all my loved ones.
Desperation, sorrow,
drunken remorse.

Fake reality fake reality,m
your no reality.
this is real.