Journey's End
Just in case you've been under a rock the last couple of weeks, or for those who are not connected with me over on Facebook, about a week & a half ago, my life's dream was finally fulfilled.
On Nov 1, 2011, I underwent Sexual Reassignment Surgery, and am still recovering in Philadelphia for a few more days before going home.
Although there are other, more minor procedures which some go through, (facial alterations, tracheal shaves, etc.) I personally don't feel the need. I had what was necessary - and for me, it WAS necessary - done. Other than competing recovery, and making adjustments & getting to know my "new" body, as far as I'm concerned, my transition is complete. From coming out to everyone to completion, it's been 29 months & 1 day. Not too bad a timeframe to achieve one's life goal.
I never did experience the excitement I expected to, or the joy I felt I was entitled too. I have, however, experienced something far greater: Serentity. There is a very profound difference which I cannot put into words. Something, which has made every effort, every step forward & setback, every risk, worth it, many times over. Everything is, for the first time in my life, Right. Completely, Right. I can't put it better than that.
I'd like to say, the past 2 & 1/2 years of my life - good, bad & in-between, has been the most fun of my life. Yes, even the frustrating parts, where I nearly gave up, I wouldn't trade for anything.
If I write on this subject any more, it will pretty much just be commentary on adjusting. Otherwise, I just want to move on; on to simply living as the woman I've always known I was, hidden so deep inside. To just being, simply, Em.
I had a lot more I wanted to say in this post, but right now, I tire quickly. I will simply add, that there was no way possible I could have done this alone. I cannot thank everyone enough for coming on this journey with me. I'm glad you were here, more than you can know.
For now, I'll simply sign off saying I'll be glad to go home next week, look forward to seeing you all very soon & as always - now, more than ever: I love you.
Em
On Nov 1, 2011, I underwent Sexual Reassignment Surgery, and am still recovering in Philadelphia for a few more days before going home.
Although there are other, more minor procedures which some go through, (facial alterations, tracheal shaves, etc.) I personally don't feel the need. I had what was necessary - and for me, it WAS necessary - done. Other than competing recovery, and making adjustments & getting to know my "new" body, as far as I'm concerned, my transition is complete. From coming out to everyone to completion, it's been 29 months & 1 day. Not too bad a timeframe to achieve one's life goal.
I never did experience the excitement I expected to, or the joy I felt I was entitled too. I have, however, experienced something far greater: Serentity. There is a very profound difference which I cannot put into words. Something, which has made every effort, every step forward & setback, every risk, worth it, many times over. Everything is, for the first time in my life, Right. Completely, Right. I can't put it better than that.
I'd like to say, the past 2 & 1/2 years of my life - good, bad & in-between, has been the most fun of my life. Yes, even the frustrating parts, where I nearly gave up, I wouldn't trade for anything.
If I write on this subject any more, it will pretty much just be commentary on adjusting. Otherwise, I just want to move on; on to simply living as the woman I've always known I was, hidden so deep inside. To just being, simply, Em.
I had a lot more I wanted to say in this post, but right now, I tire quickly. I will simply add, that there was no way possible I could have done this alone. I cannot thank everyone enough for coming on this journey with me. I'm glad you were here, more than you can know.
For now, I'll simply sign off saying I'll be glad to go home next week, look forward to seeing you all very soon & as always - now, more than ever: I love you.
Em