Apr 06, 2006 21:37
mann.. sometimes i dont even know what to do...
sometimes i think she's too thug for me
but then sometimes i really truly thiink that she's the best thing in the world for me..
its really only been a month.. but this little month has had its ups and downs..
today we got into the STUPIDIST arguement for NO reason..
she put sweet and sour sauce on my white shirt.. on purpose..
and i was like wtf..
mann i was trippin.. she thinks i was overreacting but i REALLY dont think i was..
its a WHITE shirt..
but in the end.. today might be the last day that i see her until may. and i didnt get a hug.. kiss or anything goodbye.. and the most that i wanted was a "i'm sorry"
it reallii kinda hurt my feelings that she didn't even want to say i'm sorry.. like wtf... two words.. i wanted to tell her i was sorry for having an attitude with her.. but man it didn't even happen like that.. she wouldn't let me..
its ridiculious how much i like her....lets NOT get it twisted and think that i love her because bitches have been telling me that i do..
NIGGA you CANNOT tell me how i feel about my girlfriend.. thats some bull.. but i guess..
i'm tired.. and i want to lay down.. but i have homework to do.. so i guess.. my sleep comes last.
and oh yeah.. dont go see "ATL".. that shit was weird.. it was like some cinderella.. romeo and juliet.. weird ghetto shit..
umm
i'm done..
i miss her.. but i'm SO mad..
whatever
<3
Camille