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I have been quite busy this week and thus not updated, even though there actually is something to make an update about. Wednesday evening was quite exciting and a bit nervous as well. Liam asked if I was going to go the library as he was, but I told I was going to the pub to hang out with some Rocksoc people later. For my bigish surprise, he asked if he could tag along. So, that's what we did: I picked him up from the library on my way to the pub and arrived there together. The reaction of my Rocksoc friends was exactly what I anticipated - when they saw us coming in together, every single one of them (about ten people) raised their heads and had this manic smile. This was because the mutual friend of Liam and mine likes to update them about my so called love life (they talk about the guy from Leeds, Liam and the library guy) and there are lots of inside jokes relating to it. Liam was very well accepted by others. I must say, I was not quite sure how I should have been since it was our first public appearance with other people after we started going out. Hence in a way it was like introducing a new boyfriend for some of my friends.
Saying this, I finally was brave enough to ask Liam about the status of our relationship and of each other. We walked from the pub to the area where he lives where I took a bus home. When we were waiting for the bus to arrive, I just opened my mouth and without givingtoo much thought to it, I asked what he would he think if I went out for a date with some other guy. I was a bit nervous about the answer but for vain, as he said he wouldn't be alright with it. (Yay!) I carried on saying I haven't been sure what our relationship is about, whether there are strings attached or not...and I thought he was so cute replying that he at least has thought he belongs exclusively to me. I couldn't have been happier after I heard that. I doubted whether I understood him correctly and I just couldn't help checking what exclusively means when I got home. I was so filled by endorphin and relief that I had quite a silent scream and jumping session in my room and couldn't get sleep after that.
I must run now to get ready for a night out again though...aaah, I feel so happy!
P.S. On Thursday I found a postcard saying "I (heart) LIAM" in Zavvi. I bought it and now it's on my wardrobe door. A strange thought though, having an English boyfriend...
Saying this, I finally was brave enough to ask Liam about the status of our relationship and of each other. We walked from the pub to the area where he lives where I took a bus home. When we were waiting for the bus to arrive, I just opened my mouth and without givingtoo much thought to it, I asked what he would he think if I went out for a date with some other guy. I was a bit nervous about the answer but for vain, as he said he wouldn't be alright with it. (Yay!) I carried on saying I haven't been sure what our relationship is about, whether there are strings attached or not...and I thought he was so cute replying that he at least has thought he belongs exclusively to me. I couldn't have been happier after I heard that. I doubted whether I understood him correctly and I just couldn't help checking what exclusively means when I got home. I was so filled by endorphin and relief that I had quite a silent scream and jumping session in my room and couldn't get sleep after that.
I must run now to get ready for a night out again though...aaah, I feel so happy!
P.S. On Thursday I found a postcard saying "I (heart) LIAM" in Zavvi. I bought it and now it's on my wardrobe door. A strange thought though, having an English boyfriend...