[KAT-TUN] Kokoro no Hanbun (Part 3)
Title: Kokoro no Hanbun (Part 3)
Pairing: Akame
Rating: PG-13? Well it’s safe..
Disclaimer: I really do not own them.. Well, I wish…
Note: Wheew… Finish.. It’s the last and long part… Thank you so much for reading it.. Like always, hope you guys enjoy it…
Warning: Un-betaed... hope it's still understandable.. ^^
Part 3
Jin finished his third beer. Then he laid his head down onto the couch while grunted. “ Aaahhh.... the beer is good.... especially when we’re in stress condition..”, said Jin. Everybody was hang out at Tatsuya’s house. They ended up drank beer all night in the living room.
“ Ok.. now i’m really curious. What’s wrong between you and Kazuya?”, asked Tatsuya.
“ If i know what’s wrong with Kazuya, i wouldn’t be this stressfull. Hehehe...”, answered Jin half drunk. “ Tat-chan.. can i have another beer?”
“ No! No more beer for you”, Tatsuya took all beers that could be reach by Jin.
“ You and Kazuya look like a married couple who fighting because the wife’s jealous to his husband.”, said Junno who already gave up after drank half of his second beer.
“ Who’s jealous?! I’m not jealous even Kazu hugged Koki or anybody elses he wanted... i really don’t care..”, said Jin still half drunk.
His three friends stunned with Jin’s words and looked at each other. “ What?!” asked Yuichi, “ What did you say?”
Jin shocked with what he just said. He sat up on the couch. His friends looked at him curiously.
“ Eh.. i mean i’m not jealous cause i’m not his husband.. eh no!..err.. i mean i’m not jealous because why should i? I mean he’s my wife.. eh..no..no... i mean he’s my friend...”, Jin stumbled.
“ Ohh.. you’re so busted”, said Yuichi gave his devilish smile “ You better tell us the truth or we lock you in the room with Junno and listen to his dajare all night.. and we’re not gonna save you”.
Junno agreed with Yuichi and Tatsuya looked at Jin really scary.
Jin covered his face with pillow from the couch, “ No..no.. don’t do that to me!”, screamed Jin. His friends kept looking at Jin waited him to surrender.
“ Alright.. alright.. i give up!”, Jin surrendered and put the pilllow down “ I like Kazuya! All this time i care bout him not just as a friend but more than that. But i didn’t do anything cause if Kazuya find out about this, he will stay away from me and i don’t want that happen. And i really angry at Koki cause he really close with Kazuya and he always did something to Kazuya that made me really jealous!”, Jin blurted everything out to his friends. Then he close his face again with pillow. Jin didn’t hear anything from his friends. Great! Now they think i’m a freak cause i’m falling in love with a guy.. no.. it’s worse.... i’m falling in love with Kazuya.. oohh.. i’ll be expelled from KATTUN. Jin talked himself inside his heart.
“ Yappari.. ”, said Junno suddenly
“ Yeah.. we knew it”, said Yuichi.
Tatsuya nodding agreed with his friends. “ We already expected this”, said Tatsuya
Jin looked at his friends confused. “ What? You knew? You guys knew about this?”, asked Jin shocked
“ Of course we knew, we can tell from the way you treated Kazuya”, said Junno, “ And we also think that Kazuya has the same feeling to you”
“ What?! No way..”, said Jin surprised
His three friends nodding, “ Believe us, we always right”, said Yuichi, “ Especially me, everything that i thought are always right”
“ Liar.. you used to tell me that Uepi was a Yakuza’s son” mocked Junno. Tatsuya looked at Yuichi angry.
“ Err.. well that was long time ago, when KATTUN just formed. That was because you never talked much, you were just so quiet and kept staring at us. I thought you were hiding a knife and waited a moment to killed us”, said Yuichi nervously. Tatsuya looked at Yuichi, “ I’ll deal with you later”.
“ Why did you guys say that Kazuya has the same feeling?”, asked Jin still didn’t believe what he just heard.
“ At first we still not sure bout that, but you two were different. You and Kazuya always treated each other like someone special.”, said Tatsuya seriously.
“ Really? That obvious?”, asked Jin surprised. Then Jin was silent. He still couldn’t believe that Kazuya had the same feeling with him. No way. Is Tat-chan said the truth?, said Jin silently.
Jin’s cellphone rang. Jin took his phone and looked at the name on the screen. Yamapi. Jin then answered the phone, “ Moshi moshi”
“ Jin, where are you?”, asked Yamapi on the phone.
“ At Tat-chan’s house. Why?”
“ Oh.. well actually i planned to drop by to your house. But if ur not home i guess i’ll go to Ryo-chan’s”
“ Well.. ok”, said Jin while held his head. He got headache because of that beer earlier.
“ Ok then.. oh wait.. is Kame there?” , asked Yamapi
Jin’s heart was beating fast when he heard that name, “ No. Why?”, asked Jin curiously why did Yamapi suddenly asking about Kazuya.
“ Nothing, it’s just i met him yesterday and he acted really weird”
“ Yeah.. he’s weird lately. Did you talk with him?”, asked Jin
“ I just talked to him about us the other day when we spent night at my house. He was all quiet while i was talking. Then he suddenly pointed at my necklace”
“ What necklace?”
“ The one we bought together. He really surprised when i said we had the same one, then he just left without saying anything”
Jin listened to Yamapi silently. His head was full of thoughts.
“ So he just left when he saw your necklace?”
“ Yeah. Well i don’t know what happened with him, but did he mention anything about me? I mean i’m afraid he was angry to me or something.”
“ No he didn’t. But i’m sure it’s not you he mad at”, said Jin.
“ Oh.. ok then. Well i’ll call you later, bye”, Yamapi hang up the phone.
Jin was thinking lot of things when Yamapi hang up the phone. His friends watched at him curiously.
“ Anoo.. minna, did you guys really sure about what you guys said earlier?”, asked Jin suddenly while looked at his friends seriously.
“ About Nakamaru said that Uepi is a Yakuza?”, said Junno
“ Chigeee!!!”, screamed Yuichi while hit Junno’s head. “ About Kazuya you mean?”, asked Yuichi while looked at Jin. Jin nodded.
“ We really sure.”, Tatsuya said with serious face
Jin convinced with his friends words, then he took his jacket and his bag.
“ Where you going?”, asked Junno.
Jin smiled, “ Reaching out my Precious One”, then Jin walked out.
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Kazuya woken up by the alarm clock. He looked at his clock at side of the bed, 8 o’clock. He planned to continue his sleep because there was no morning job today. Few minutes later his mother called him.
“ Kazu-chan, wake up!! Even if there’s no job this morning but you have to wake up for breakfast! Get down here!”, his mom called from the kitchen.
Kazuya was groaning on his bed. He was still sleepy. He ignored his mother and got back to sleep.
“ Kazu-chan!! Wake up!!”, his mother called again angrily.
“ Ok..ok..” said Kazuya grumpy. He woke up lazily from his bed. “ Wait, how did mom knows that i don’t have morning job today? I didn’t tell anything to her last night”, said Kazuya to himself. “ Ah well, whatever”, then Kazuya walked out his room.
Kazuya went to the bathroom, then he washed his face and brushed his teeth. After that, he walked toward the kitchen. He walked into the kicthen while yawning when he realized that his mother were not alone in the kitchen.
“ Huaahh.. ohayou okaa~... are?”, Kazuya shocked when he noticed someone else in the kitchen.
“ Ohayou”, greeted Jin while preparing food on the table.
Kazuya shocked. His mouth were hanging and kept standing in the kitchen door.
“ Kazu-chan what are you doing there? Sit down. Jin-kun preparing breakfast for us”, said Kazuya’s mom.
“ Jin.. what are you doing here?”, asked Kazuya still surprised.
“ Cooking with your mom” answered Jin while smiling.
“ Jin-kun came this morning while brought ingredient for cooking. He said he wanted to learn how to cook, so Jin-kun cooking with me for breakfast today”, explained Kazuya’s mom
“ Kazuya always told me that his mother cooking really good, so i want to learn cook from you Kamenashi-san”, said Jin to Kazuya’s mom. Kazuya’s mom was laugh happily when Jin said that.
Kazuya still surprise. He couldn’t believe Jin came in the morning to his house just for cooking. He even often came late for work. Kazuya then sat on the dining chair.
Jin and Kazuya’s mom were chatting happily. Jin were praising Kazuya’s mom cooking and she always got blushed everytime Jin did that. Kazuya really amazed with what he saw. He never saw Jin talked this casually with his mother. Jin often came to his house but he rarely talked to his mom.
“ Ok the food’s done, let’s eat. Kazu-chan call your brother. I think he’s still sleeping. It’s too bad your father went earlier today so he can’t taste Jin-kun’s cooking.”, said Kazuya’s mom. Jin smiled to her when she said that.
Kazuya got up from his chair to called his brother but then Jin was forbid him. “ I’ll call Yuya”, then Jin walked out toward Yuya’s room, Kazuya’s brother.
After Yuya came to the kitchen with Jin, they began eating the breakfast. While ate the breakfast, Jin and Kazuya’s mom talked a lot about anything. And sometimes Jin talked with Yuya too. Kazuya been quiet all the time because he was really confused with Jin today.
After the breakfast, Jin were prepared to clean the table but Kazuya’s mom was forbid him and told him to go to Kazuya’s room. Then Jin and Kazuya went to Kazuya’s room in second floor.
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“ What are you doing here?”, asked Kazuya while sat on his bed.
“ Cooking”, Jin answered with innocent face. Then he sat on the couch across Kazuya’s bed.
“ Liar..”, said Kazuya, “ I know you”
“ Yes, you know me that i can’t cook so i came here to learn cooking from your mom” said Jin while looked at Kazuya.
Kazuya silent for a while, “ Whatever you say, i don’t care”, said Kazuya cynical while looked at other direction.
Jin looked at Kazuya irritated, “ What’s wrong with you?! You’ve been this annoying since yesterday. If you had problem with me just say it, don’t sulking. I don’t like you like this!”
“ If you don’t like me then what are you doing here? Just go to someone you like. You barely care about me either”, said Kazuya angrily. Then he’s stunned with what he just said. Damn, why did i sound jealous? What if he’s suspected me?, Kazuya talked to himself inside his heart.
Jin looked at Kazuya silently. He waited Kazuya to say something. Kazuya avoided Jin gaze and stared at the window. There was silent for a while.
“ You don’t want to tell me the reason?”, Jin broke out the silent. Kazuya didn’t say anything. He kept looking at the window.
Jin sighed, “ I knew it would be like this. You won’t say anything to me right?”, asked Jin, “ That’s why i called Koki last night”
Kazuya shocked and looked at Jin with his eyes widened. His heart started beating so fast. “ What?”, asked Kazuya.
Jin smiled, “ I called Koki asking about you. I think you must be told Koki everything. Since you guys.. you know, pretty close.”
“ What.. what did you ask him?”, asked Kazuya panickly. Jin kept smiling without said anything. “ Jin! What did you ask him?”
Jin kept silent. Then he took something from his pocket and threw it to Kazuya. Kazuya caught it and stared at it. It was an envelope. Kazuya confused and looked at Jin for an explanation.
“ That’s for you. Open it” said Jin. Kazuya open the envelope. Inside it there was a letter. Kazuya open the letter and read it.
You know i’m really stupid when it comes to things like this, so i decided to write a letter. The necklace that i wore yesterday, i bought it together with Yamapi and we had the same one.
Kazuya rolled his eyes. He didn’t want to remember that again.
But not just us, Ryo-chan and Yuu also had the same one. That’s because four of us are best friend and friends always share. I’ll give anything for my best friend cause they’re important for me.
Kazuya felt pain inside his chest. So i didn’t mean anything for you?!, Screamed Kazuya inside his heart.
But the most important thing for me is the happiness of someone who really precious to me. I’d give my life for them. And if there’s anything more than my life i could give, i’ll give it for you.
Kazuya’s heart was beating so fast when he read that. He could feel his face turn red.
But for now, i’ll give you half of my heart.
“ Look inside the envelope”, said Jin when he saw Kazuya kept silent while read his letter. He kept thinking about Kazuya’s reaction.
Kazuya looked at inside the envelope. He saw a silver pinky ring inside it. Kazuya took the ring and looked at it. Kazuya stunned, then he stared at Jin.
Jin’s heart was beating really fast. He waited for Kazuya to say something.
“ You..” said Kazuya. Jin looked at Kazuya nervously, “ How long you spend time to write this words?”, asked Kazuya.
Jin surprised at first, then he laughed. “ Well you know my brain capacity, that’s the best i could think of”, answered Jin. Kazuya also laughed.
Kazuya was silent for a while. “ Koki told you everything?”, asked Kazuya.
Jin nodded. “ At first he didn’t want to tell me anything. But i told him about how i felt to you, then he told me.. everything”, said Jin nervously.
Kazuya felt so nervous, but also really happy. He didn’t know what to do. He kept looking at pinky ring that Jin gave him.
“ I bought that ring a long time ago, but i never had the courage to give it to you. I was afraid that you would think i’m a freak if i gave you a ring”, said Jin. Kazuya looked at Jin. Jin showed his right hand to Kazuya. He was wearing the same pinky ring that Kazuya had. “ Only two of us”, said Jin.
Kazuya smiled happily, “ Then why you came early in the morning and cooked with my mom?”, asked Kazuya.
Jin laughed. “ Just want to get closer with your family so i could spend night here often”
Kazuya looked at the ring then wore it on his left pinky. He felt really happy today.
“ So.. what do you think?”, asked Jin suddenly
“ What?” Kazuya confused
“ You haven’t say anything about what’s written on the letter”
“ About your brain capacity?”, Kazuya acted fool.
“ It’s not that!” pouted Jin. “ You know... the last words”
Kazuya smiled. His face turned red. “ I already gave half of my heart.. to you”