The Day of Hump.

[aka_the_midget]

Gosh.

Today was long. Too long. 
I think I'm bored with like, everything. I don't know why I feel that way. No enthusiasm for much? Probably because it's almost winter and it's right before vacation. No one cares. We're all super tired.

John is backing off a little. He asked me if Micah and I "still have the hots for eachother"...and I told him that I still really like Micah.

I'm pretty sure I hurt him :( I feel really bad. Jess brought up a realy good point, though...why is he trying to date me when he's such good friends with Micah? Isn't that against, like..."man law" or whatever? Even if Micah doesn't like me? I'm not sure.

This weekend I'm taking a break from him, I think. Hanging out with Jess and Patrice, maybe some others? I miss them.

I hope we're still on for Saturday night...I haven't seen Micah in almost a month. I don't like not seeing him, even if we aren't boyfriend and girlfriend. The last time we hung out was...interesting...so I'm hoping it won't be too different.

I keep having dreams about him. 
Creepy, right?