?
he was only here for like, 2 hours...but it was still good.
we sat outside by the fire for a while.
the first like 20 minutes were us talking, joking and him throwing rocks at me...go figure, haha.
it was really laid back but I didn't really know what was going to happen.
at one point, he grabbed my hand and like held it for 2 seconds.
then we both started flirty fighting and stuff, him tickling me and pushing me.
then, he pushed me on the ground. I pulled him down with me and he laid across me, then next to me. I couldn't help it, I rolled in towards him and he put his arms around me. we just kinda laid there joking and talking, and then I kissed him...he kissed me back.
and we kept kissing...a lot.
it was awesome, haha.
I just love being with him and laughing.
it's so much fun. I hadn't felt that happy in weeks.
he just left about 10 minutes ago.
I still don't know what he wants. I'm feeling relieved and happy, but also a little confused or, very confused.
...does he feel the same way?
I wonder how he feels; I almost wish that I asked him?
it was still an awesome night, but there's still something missing.
I just don't want to waste my time.
I need to sleep.
I want him back.
we sat outside by the fire for a while.
the first like 20 minutes were us talking, joking and him throwing rocks at me...go figure, haha.
it was really laid back but I didn't really know what was going to happen.
at one point, he grabbed my hand and like held it for 2 seconds.
then we both started flirty fighting and stuff, him tickling me and pushing me.
then, he pushed me on the ground. I pulled him down with me and he laid across me, then next to me. I couldn't help it, I rolled in towards him and he put his arms around me. we just kinda laid there joking and talking, and then I kissed him...he kissed me back.
and we kept kissing...a lot.
it was awesome, haha.
I just love being with him and laughing.
it's so much fun. I hadn't felt that happy in weeks.
he just left about 10 minutes ago.
I still don't know what he wants. I'm feeling relieved and happy, but also a little confused or, very confused.
...does he feel the same way?
I wonder how he feels; I almost wish that I asked him?
it was still an awesome night, but there's still something missing.
I just don't want to waste my time.
I need to sleep.
I want him back.