Random Thoughts
Thanksgiving weekend. A good time...somewhat uneventful, but I had real turkey which is a huge plus! I have a term paper due on Wednesday and have been busy going through my research pile this weekend. Tomorrow is going to be one of my big writing days...So I am hoping to have it polished by tomorrow night. We'll see how that goes. Anywho I am pretty bored. I want to be around people my age. I want to be out of this house. I love my parents, but I just can't handle not seeing people except for down at classes much longer. I got to visit with my pal Spoon this week before Thanksgiving and she nonchalantly told me I need a boy toy. She thinks I am sexually repressed and need a body to take things out on. Gotta love her, but I would much rather meet someone who I like, who I can hang out with on a continual basis, and maybe find that the relationship could be more than friends. Natural Progression! Definitely makes me think of "The Holiday" with Kate and Cameron. Great Movie.We both are the embodiment of a character to a close line. However there is just one thing....
I am sick and tired of having to initiate anything. I'm done. Kaput! Thats it people. It's time someone else took the reins. (Subconscious Speaks: They are men aren't they? Then where the hell are they hiding their balls?!?) Ok sorry, that was a bit nuts, but my subconscious has a point. I shouldn't have to keep putting myself out there and coming back empty-handed. No offense to any guys reading this (my friends) but sometimes men can be real pussies! I mean lets look at the facts for a minute.
1.) I am not half bad looking! In fact I can be pretty cute, especially if I put a little effort into it.
2.) I am one smart cookie. Thats right. I have a bachelors and am going to a Masters degree! But I also have common sense.
3.) I am pretty easy-going. I don't tend to be a clinger, whiner, or crier. I like to do lots of stuff and am always open to suggestions. I am not bossy and will not make you do something you really don't want to.
I mean come on. This is one good package deal. Are all men idiots? Or do they just actually enjoy speaking to someone who really only has half a brain and whines all the time. Granted I have my insecurities (everyone does) and if you push those buttons I do go on the defensive. But hey I have my reasons. There is a story behind the insecurity, just trust me, and don't toy with me about it and you'll be fine.
So as we come round to the end of this the point is simple. I am sick of guys who are blind and can't see what is right in front of them. I am done with people who couldn't care to give me the time of day. And that is THAT!
I am sick and tired of having to initiate anything. I'm done. Kaput! Thats it people. It's time someone else took the reins. (Subconscious Speaks: They are men aren't they? Then where the hell are they hiding their balls?!?) Ok sorry, that was a bit nuts, but my subconscious has a point. I shouldn't have to keep putting myself out there and coming back empty-handed. No offense to any guys reading this (my friends) but sometimes men can be real pussies! I mean lets look at the facts for a minute.
1.) I am not half bad looking! In fact I can be pretty cute, especially if I put a little effort into it.
2.) I am one smart cookie. Thats right. I have a bachelors and am going to a Masters degree! But I also have common sense.
3.) I am pretty easy-going. I don't tend to be a clinger, whiner, or crier. I like to do lots of stuff and am always open to suggestions. I am not bossy and will not make you do something you really don't want to.
I mean come on. This is one good package deal. Are all men idiots? Or do they just actually enjoy speaking to someone who really only has half a brain and whines all the time. Granted I have my insecurities (everyone does) and if you push those buttons I do go on the defensive. But hey I have my reasons. There is a story behind the insecurity, just trust me, and don't toy with me about it and you'll be fine.
So as we come round to the end of this the point is simple. I am sick of guys who are blind and can't see what is right in front of them. I am done with people who couldn't care to give me the time of day. And that is THAT!