3 til' 11: The weekend was long

Jan 25, 2004 22:56

I haven't written here in a while - I have been somewhat occupied and slightly busy - forgive me for being capricious. So, what is that I have been doing - what has occupied my thoughts? Those questions are hard to answer at this point, because the details of the past few days have left me and now I stare blankly at this screen trying to find my thoughts - trying to gather my memories.

I will say that I have had fun getting to know some of Claire's friends - we went and had a shindig at Joe's apartment. That party could very well be part of the reason why I cannot focus very well. You never can tell how many brain cells you lose at any given moment - let alone when your actions are contributory in the process of brain deficiency. Who knows - it is late. The point I am trying to make: I had fun and hope we can all be buddies!

I went to the library on Saturday - yesterday I suppose - and I checked out some classics from my childhood. I am reading Peter Pan right now - so good. I had forgotten how much I used to love reading the story - I love the movie also - but the book leaves so much more room for imagination. I also picked up Alice's Adventures in Wonderland & Through the Looking Glass - for shits and giggles.

I have 5 classes tommorow - my Writer's Affiliate starts, which I haven't been to yet. Oh well. I was thinking today about what I should speak about in my speech class for our Wendell Berry assignment. If it meets the criteria, I would love to talk about Fair Trade. Claire asks me why I am going into the music industry when it seems that my passions in life - other than music - always seem to reflect humanistic values. Sometimes I wonder this myself - but I know I am here for a reason. I often wonder how I can mix the two passions in my life. Idealy I would become a rich musician, work for one, or marry one and then devote the majority of my life to giving away all of my riches to others. Who knows. I just want to be faithful to do that which I was destined for and I am conflicted by what I want to do, what I think I should do, and diciphering betweeb what might be pleasing to me and God at the same time.

So to answer my own question: this is what has occupied my thoughts the past few days. There are three things left to do in my day: First, I need to get ready for bed - clean my face and teeth. Second, I need to relax and read. Third, I need to talk to God.

Goodnight - .Tiffany.
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