The Aurelian Fascination
How can you do it?
How can you stand there?
What am I thinking, I ask you.
Can you even tell?
Simple emotions.
So easy.
Yet you ignore it.
Why?
Is it so unpleasant for me to think and feel?
Look me in the eyes.
What am I feeling?
Open your mouth and listen.
Seconds tic by.
Before you laugh, and speak again.
Ignoring what's right in front of you.
I still exist don't I?
Dark giggles, rising to the surface.
I'm not just a sack of potatoes.
Contrary to popular belief.
Two steps ahead.
Determined to get what you want.
Unbeknown to you, you're actually very competitive.
Just breath while you still can.
It's a pleasure i'd like to enjoy again.
The rage on my face.
Looks like laughter to you.
You don't get it.
Think you have it all, regardless of life in a shack.
Seconds Pass
Minutes Pass
Hours Pass
Days Pass
Years Pass
How was the shingle?
Like I care.
Not at all.
This is not partiality.
This is acrimony.
What am I thinking.
I'm still waiting for the question.
Here I am fuming.
I could of had iridescent spots blooming on my face.
You can use the excuse that you're off in your world.
It doesn't work when it's just you and me.
Breath in.
Breath out.
Let me smell your hidden fear.
I taunt you to push me off the wall.
See if you can do it.
You say you can.
I don't keep the faith anymore.
I'll even let my fingers slip.
Bravery isn't anything.
As you bring the foot down,
You get your second warning.
She's not nearly as nice as the first.